yea, the heaven thing is a newly thought of belief for me, the fact that heaven is only sonething that exists because people say it does has me wanting to come up with another word for heaven, like me, i would want my soul to be part of a forest or jungle, but based on my own logic on the subject of souls being free energy would mean the free energy wouold be taken in or absorbed by something that can hold and store energy. if i died where i am now, the probability that my floating free energy would be absorbed by some part of a forest or jungle rather than some sort of man made battery would be very slim.
at the same time my the idiology i explain does support a kind of reincarnation if you will. in a way, the energy that started here on earth is still here on earth, its just spread out between all the living and even non living things on earth. and it will keep spreading. the energy isnt going away, its just moving. i believe that a concousness exists between living creatures and even plants on earth. i believe that because of what is happening in the world right now, on the scale it is happening, we all feel it, we all suffer it, we are all effected... we are one...
and i do believe that all matter and energy comes from the same place, and that the energy that started here on this planet is still here on this planet, it has never left or been used up, just used and re-used.
we are stardust! we are made up prodominantly out of carbon, as is all living matter, animals or plants. and all rocks have some amount of carbon in them. stardust is carbon. the carbon that was here when the earth was formed was so much that the sky and sea were compleatly green. as energy evolved into the building blocks for DNA (A,C,T,G) and single celled life forms began to take form, they would feed on the free carbon, they were single cells, thats what they ate. and as they evolved and more and more were created they were all eating and storing carbon. even as predators began to eat others, the others where still made of carbon. and as they died they would settle to the bottom of the sea, collecting in big dips in the sea floor. they were eventualy covered and fossilized, this pushed they carbon out of the cells, this is how oil was created, thats why its called fossil fule. well, now we are taking the amount of oil (which is basicaly concentrated carbon) that it took millions of years to seal away out of the ground and burning it, releasing it back into the air. and they wont stop till its all used up... and by then the ratio of oxygen in the air will have dropped, causing evolution to downsize us and other animal species. we will be smaller... but all mater being used will be the same matter used when the single celled organisms were first formed.
