SDS... you're such a fucking badass.
amazing work, my friend! amazing...
i can't wait to see you light one up, and then all of them!
And if only ..(if only ....) you knew ,under of what conditions,all these are taking place ...
Ate 3 times during 5 days ..
Had to sell ,all the rest of my led panels ,to fund the new project ...
Do not have any "fuel " ...(weed... )
Haven't slept for full 8 hours ,for days now ...
Alone ...(just music for company ..Music ,dreams and hopes ...Those they can not take away from me ...)..
Do not have enough money to buy rivets !
Have to walk 3-4 hours around the city ,almost every night ...
Searching for broken electronic equip ..At "recycling trash bins " ..I do not feel ashamed ,doing so ...
I've to find what I need ,by any means available ...
.And I need new shoes ...Haven't bought new shoes almost for two years now ...
...Things here are very difficult ....
Still ...
Man was created to create ...
Not to destroy ...
And nothing can stand in the way of creativity ...
In the way of dreams and hopes ...
Anyway ...
Sometimes,I just feel a bit sad ...
I think I've every right doing so ...
Even ,if it doesn't lead anywhere ...
Even if it is pointless,feeling so ...
I still remain an ordinary human being ...
With plenty of weaknesses ,also ...