If Beyonce is Peoples Most Beautiful for 2012, I vote xKuroiTaimax for RUI Most...

IN33DW33D said:
5 pages and no pics

why am i here
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Why would or should anyone re post pics of me when they are already in Lace and Frill and Picture of Yourself thread?

I'm 19, perfectly legal for 3 years, when most girls over here have slept with 100 men and had at least 1 unplanned pregnancy since 14 or something with their undie pictures on their public facebook. Rollitup is an adult forum and I wouldn't wave that sort of thing in family's face.

Really, I am flattered, thankyou x

Even more importantly, I'm grateful to the people who see beyond my insecurity, camera ho-ness and love of things pink and frilly to really get to know me. I'm flawed. Very flawed, but I try and those who could see a picture and say 'that's nice', but can go on to talk to me about the issues going on in my life, or my work, or my hobbies or my passion for many things 18th-19th century THANKY YOU SO MUCH. I try to return the favor after having you guys as a counseling service...

Thank you all for your patience and affection. I have ALOT of thankyous and apologies to give.

OK, emotional rant over, I'll second that RIU has many attractive women. April's tiny but curvy body and cute butt... Rarg... I'd have her thighs any day. I had to work to get down to the weight she's at naturally. A very lucky and very beautiful woman. Sunni's gorgeous face and boobies are forever etched into my mind.. Rainbow is a cutie with stunning eyes. Jadeey was adorable, though maybe I didn't need to see the dangerously small panties gusset crotch shot lol, ML75 and Bibi... MedicalMaryJane, Sunni again... Such a shame about that fake girl because the Hawaiian girl's pics she stole were hot, Unlucky (fake or not) is cute and MORGAN is actually STUNNING.

They all seem really chilled out and fun. I don't know if that's WinterWoman in her avatar but she has a beautiful mind for sure.

I think we need an appreciation thread for all the girls, be us crazy hormonal things.

Thanks very much again For those put off by my starkness, I'm sorry but that's how it is.

I haven't done one of those for a while but I hope it 'sets the record straight' somewhat. That's how I operate.

Thanks guys. For those of you with women, don't forget to tell them how much they mean to you every day.

EDITED TO REMOVE EMO-NESS Not because I want to 'sweep it under the rug' but I think the point has been made and the therapy session is over lol
 
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There we go. I am far too honest for my own good.

A bit of self analysis is good for everyone.

Lots of bad things about me there. If you don't mind, that's great if you do. If you do, I'm sorry to disappoint. Not directed at anyone in particular.

That's all I can say
 
"Thanks very much again For those put off by my starkness, I'm sorry but that's how it is."




not at all...........refreshingly stark:)
 
kuroi, I know how you feel. Good thing I realized the world is a dick and you just have to live with it constantly slapping you down, otherwise I would be as confused as you.

1) take note on your mom. She became desperate and made the wrong choice IMO. Honestly, I believe you'll find somebody that's worthy of being your special person. It's gonna sound corny, but keep your head up.
2) your dad is a prick.
3) Unless you're a hoe like everybody else in our generation, you're gonna find it hard to find a person who looks past looks. Here is where you decide whether you want to whore yourself out or stay true to your morals.
4) If you're getting "raped", you should probably not hang out with those guys anymore.
5) so what? Everybody had a first date and you're still young.
6) I know it's pathetic, but I had anorexia too. But get over it you know? it's just a weight issue.. nothing more. It's something that you can actually fix so don't complain and just fix it. and if it's already fixed then there's no point in stressing over it.
7) don't post pics because you're insecure. That's like the worst thing you can do. you're just putting others in power over the way you feel.. it's just plain stupid as shit if you ask me. I think you're too good for that.

Well hang on to the cute things if that's what makes you happy. You don't have to be a dirty girl :).

self-respect is for yourself.. obviously. Don't you want to respect yourself? What the fuck does it matter what other people think if you know you're doing good for yourself?


you're not a hoe but you're acting like it. I used to be a nice guy.. hell I still am. I have no gf (we broke up about a month ago) right now and I'm sad as fuck but oh well. Not everybody always has a gf or bf, it's just part of life. Just think about it. you want a nice husband and a decent life right? do you think acting like all the other dumb bitches in the world will get you that? no, it's just gonna get you asshole guys and fucked up friends. Believe me, I know exactly how you feel (which is why I'm taking the time to give you my 2 cents). Think of it this way, I feel just like you about the whole nice thing. So don't you think there are others like me and you? You will find somebody. Just have a little patience.

I know you're very flawed since we all are. There is not a single person who is flawless. I really don't have much advice to give you on that subject. I guess I can just let you know I wanna give you a hug as one human with emotions to another human with emotions. I don't want you to feel bad about yourself.

Seriously, the thoughts you have are the same fucking thoughts I could remember having before I spiraled into a depression. Right now, I don't care if I'm alive or dead. I don't care about much. I'm just a lifeless drone. I don't want you to go down the same path. Get your head straight right now. I know I'm a hypocrite, but keep your head up.

Also, take some time to laugh at our piece of shit generation. We're just a bunch of brain washed fools. All we care about is looks and money. We're really pathetic if you ask me. Don't be as pathetic as the other people. You're a good person so keep it that way. I have other things I want to tell you but not here. If I told you then people would thing I'm going for attention, if you're interested in hearing my experience with the things you're talking about, pm me. No hard feelings if you don't :). ugh this was alot of typing.



Now then kuroi.. hit that bong.. hug your teddy bear.. and smile since there are other humans who feel the same way as you.
 
Hepheastus420 said:
kuroi, I know how you feel. Good thing I realized the world is a dick and you just have to live with it constantly slapping you down, otherwise I would be as confused as you.

1) take note on your mom. She became desperate and made the wrong choice IMO. Honestly, I believe you'll find somebody that's worthy of being your special person. It's gonna sound corny, but keep your head up.
2) your dad is a prick.
3) Unless you're a hoe like everybody else in our generation, you're gonna find it hard to find a person who looks past looks. Here is where you decide whether you want to whore yourself out or stay true to your morals.
4) If you're getting "raped", you should probably not hang out with those guys anymore.
5) so what? Everybody had a first date and you're still young.
6) I know it's pathetic, but I had anorexia too. But get over it you know? it's just a weight issue.. nothing more. It's something that you can actually fix so don't complain and just fix it. and if it's already fixed then there's no point in stressing over it.
7) don't post pics because you're insecure. That's like the worst thing you can do. you're just putting others in power over the way you feel.. it's just plain stupid as shit if you ask me. I think you're too good for that.

Well hang on to the cute things if that's what makes you happy. You don't have to be a dirty girl :).

self-respect is for yourself.. obviously. Don't you want to respect yourself? What the fuck does it matter what other people think if you know you're doing good for yourself?


you're not a hoe but you're acting like it. I used to be a nice guy.. hell I still am. I have no gf (we broke up about a month ago) right now and I'm sad as fuck but oh well. Not everybody always has a gf or bf, it's just part of life. Just think about it. you want a nice husband and a decent life right? do you think acting like all the other dumb bitches in the world will get you that? no, it's just gonna get you asshole guys and fucked up friends. Believe me, I know exactly how you feel (which is why I'm taking the time to give you my 2 cents). Think of it this way, I feel just like you about the whole nice thing. So don't you think there are others like me and you? You will find somebody. Just have a little patience.

I know you're very flawed since we all are. There is not a single person who is flawless. I really don't have much advice to give you on that subject. I guess I can just let you know I wanna give you a hug as one human with emotions to another human with emotions. I don't want you to feel bad about yourself.

Seriously, the thoughts you have are the same fucking thoughts I could remember having before I spiraled into a depression. Right now, I don't care if I'm alive or dead. I don't care about much. I'm just a lifeless drone. I don't want you to go down the same path. Get your head straight right now. I know I'm a hypocrite, but keep your head up.

Also, take some time to laugh at our piece of shit generation. We're just a bunch of brain washed fools. All we care about is looks and money. We're really pathetic if you ask me. Don't be as pathetic as the other people. You're a good person so keep it that way. I have other things I want to tell you but not here. If I told you then people would thing I'm going for attention, if you're interested in hearing my experience with the things you're talking about, pm me. No hard feelings if you don't :). ugh this was alot of typing.



Now then kuroi.. hit that bong.. hug your teddy bear.. and smile since there are other humans who feel the same way as you.
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Hephaestus, I appreciate that so much. Thank you for being equally upfront with me and coming out things that were/are a difficulty in your life. You still are a nice guy, tis post proves it, but I've seen the steady decline into cynicism you described and I saw in myself too. Right down to people accusing you of being a troll just because you didn't act like an ass and said what was on your mind at the time. I think it comes down to learning to really care for myself again, and you too. It's be too much of a shame to see your light gone. Heh you see the thing is I know you'd tell me those things to illustrate your point as a lesson, showing common ground but yeah people would assume you only did it for attention. Personally I think some people bury too much an when it does rear it's ugly head... well. It produces some twisted characters that are more frightening then when people just come right out and say the fucked up things in their heads. Maybe if more people did it it wouldn't be so weird or people wouldn't fear their own thought processes and emotions.


Just one more thing

Aljazera, men like you area big part of why some girls are mental fuckups. But think about it this way, the next time a crazy/insecure/goldigga bitch dates you or one of your friends, you just fired a shell right into your own camp x

Just to clarify I couldn't just accept the nomination like I collected an Oscar and carry on as if I'm so amazing and perfect. 'Oh yay a thread about how great I am, I shall agree! Oh thankyou, thankyou for the flattery... next' especially as people are here talking about me or what they think goes on in my head. I'll just fucking tell the lot of you XP I may inbox you later.

Hug my teddy and hit that bong? Yes sir.




BUT OKAY, EMO TIME OVER.

Thankyou very much for the nomination :3 I gratefully accept and like I said before, this forum is full of amazing women who don't get enough credit.

That massive paragraph before about wraps things up, no more emotional rants from me.

Okies, time to celebrate all our fabulous women. Do you guys appreciate them? I sure do.
 
RainbowBrite86 said:
Wow lol. Kuroi is very beautiful. And 9 years ago I would have said "awww he's so sweet to her".... but now i'm like "Oh look. A guy who wants to get laid and is too cheap to send flowers." At least post a pic of flowers, JC.
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youre sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hateful.
 
xKuroiTaimax said:
Hephaestus, I appreciate that so much. Thank you for being equally upfront with me and coming out things that were/are a difficulty in your life. You still are a nice guy, tis post proves it, but I've seen the steady decline into cynicism you described and I saw in myself too. Right down to people accusing you of being a troll just because you didn't act like an ass and said what was on your mind at the time. I think it comes down to learning to really care for myself again, and you too. It's be too much of a shame to see your light gone. Heh you see the thing is I know you'd tell me those things to illustrate your point as a lesson, showing common ground but yeah people would assume you only did it for attention. Personally I think some people bury too much an when it does rear it's ugly head... well. It produces some twisted characters that are more frightening then when people just come right out and say the fucked up things in their heads. Maybe if more people did it it wouldn't be so weird or people wouldn't fear their own thought processes and emotions.


Just one more thing

Aljazera, men like you area big part of why some girls are mental fuckups. But think about it this way, the next time a crazy/insecure/goldigga bitch dates you or one of your friends, you just fired a shell right into your own camp x

Just to clarify I couldn't just accept the nomination like I collected an Oscar and carry on as if I'm so amazing and perfect. 'Oh yay a thread about how great I am, I shall agree! Oh thankyou, thankyou for the flattery... next' especially as people are here talking about me or what they think goes on in my head. I'll just fucking tell the lot of you XP I may inbox you later.

Hug my teddy and hit that bong? Yes sir.




BUT OKAY, EMO TIME OVER.

Thankyou very much for the nomination :3 I gratefully accept and like I said before, this forum is full of amazing women who don't get enough credit.

That massive paragraph before about wraps things up, no more emotional rants from me.

Okies, time to celebrate all our fabulous women. Do you guys appreciate them? I sure do.
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no problem kuroi :).



So I typed out a big post and re-read it and realized that it was way too negative.. so I deleted it. I don't wanna drag anybody down ha. I do hope you feel better though :).
 
It's cool. May as well take mine down, too, you all know the bitch haz issues lol

I feel alot better right now. That felt like therapy.

Sunni I think Rainbow is just trying to 'be a realist', it keeps us safe... or just keeps everyone far away from you... She means no real harm. Or the whole thing is a joke and I'm taking it all too seriously again. Anyways...

I just got distracted looking for a 'no pedo' gif and stumbled upon this russian girl that actually looked about 8. All I can say is WOOOOOW if you thought My pictures were bad... Holy shit. Wrongwrongwrong.

But anyway a pop up ad came for a cam room and there was this tan blonde girl with a horse t-shirt. A bit too much makeup but pretty. She was shy, but then bubbly and cute. That little 'insecure girl who cams for a little confidence boost' flag went up and sure enough she was ignoring the ANAL PLZ requests and started chatting with me. Her face lit up from the compliments and showing things in her room. Even did a cute sexy little dance. Told me it was her birthday... The real ho's start somewhere. I know she was really a nice girl. I missed her when they changed to the next cam model and she was a fishnet stocking, pissed-off looking girl... Probably had alot of self esteem issues but I hope she remembers she is 'beautiful girl' and not just 'object' as should all girls, really :3
 
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