If you really want to get out of your soul then LSD is the way to go®. I grew up next to Vansterdam in the 60s-70s and did my first hit of Purple Haze at age 13 in 1967. Shortly after smoking my first joint. I've tried all those poor substitutes like DMT and there's nothing like a big dose of 'cid to either blow your mind or open it up to a universe of possibilities. I wouldn't do it anymore but looking for some good 'shrooms to see if that can fix my chronic depression that has plagued me for 40 years after a near fatal hammer attack. Be careful of seriously mind altering drugs. You may not like the way your mind has been altered after you come down. I'm quite happy with mine for the most part.