Live2Die420
Well-Known Member
Well everyone I finally did the impossible. Some of you might have read some of my other posts about this pressing issue.
It has always disturbed me that my mother did not approve of me smoking and growing my own cannibis. Not just because she didn't approve of it, but because that she was to narrow minded, opinionated, and propaganda inspired (like everyone else) that it was such a bad thing to do. When I was 17 years old I walked down the bad road in life and she has never fully forgiven me for my actions as well. She thinks that marijuana leads to things of that nature (which I beleive it does not unless your selling and growing crazy!) Tonight I had the chance to talk to her. After speaking with her for a long time I gained insight as to why she had issues with it. It was not the soul fact that I smoked cannibis, but the fact that what I was doing was illegal and upset her on the inside that she felt like she was hiding something legally. I then explained to her that she should not feel this way at all. I mentioned to her why would she feel this world when we live in a nation where they will not legalize the use of cannibis souly because "The Man" cannot make some profit off of it. A country that knowingly knows about 9/11 and lets all those people die for the soul purpose to get americans rallied together and have a reason to go and invade Iraq. A country where every law, law enforcment agency, and even the president himself is so crooked I personally do not know how they sleep at night! Needless to say that this got her thinking a bit and she started to see things a little differently. I also explained to her how I had found god in the past months and have became very spiritual (something I thought she had known) She began to cry (something I have not seen my mother do in years) and replied "I'm so happy for you changing your ways and finding god how did you do it?". I replied saythign that cannibis and its spiritual and mind lifting properties have helped me connect with christ in ways I have never dreamed immaginable. That growing my own crop has brought me closer to god then I ever dreamt possible. AFter a little more talking I had totally changed her views!!! I was shocked!!! Here is the most oppinionated, stubborn, hard headed lady I have personally met in my life and I changed her view in a few hours!!! I had tried to many times but I guess I did not word everything right or elaborate enough or something! I was really shocked! She not only accepts what I do, BUT NOW SHE ENCOURAGES IT!!! It really has mad me a happier person inside (not that I wasn't extreamly happy before) knowing that I have the support of my mother instead of her hating me for smoking cannibis.
It has always disturbed me that my mother did not approve of me smoking and growing my own cannibis. Not just because she didn't approve of it, but because that she was to narrow minded, opinionated, and propaganda inspired (like everyone else) that it was such a bad thing to do. When I was 17 years old I walked down the bad road in life and she has never fully forgiven me for my actions as well. She thinks that marijuana leads to things of that nature (which I beleive it does not unless your selling and growing crazy!) Tonight I had the chance to talk to her. After speaking with her for a long time I gained insight as to why she had issues with it. It was not the soul fact that I smoked cannibis, but the fact that what I was doing was illegal and upset her on the inside that she felt like she was hiding something legally. I then explained to her that she should not feel this way at all. I mentioned to her why would she feel this world when we live in a nation where they will not legalize the use of cannibis souly because "The Man" cannot make some profit off of it. A country that knowingly knows about 9/11 and lets all those people die for the soul purpose to get americans rallied together and have a reason to go and invade Iraq. A country where every law, law enforcment agency, and even the president himself is so crooked I personally do not know how they sleep at night! Needless to say that this got her thinking a bit and she started to see things a little differently. I also explained to her how I had found god in the past months and have became very spiritual (something I thought she had known) She began to cry (something I have not seen my mother do in years) and replied "I'm so happy for you changing your ways and finding god how did you do it?". I replied saythign that cannibis and its spiritual and mind lifting properties have helped me connect with christ in ways I have never dreamed immaginable. That growing my own crop has brought me closer to god then I ever dreamt possible. AFter a little more talking I had totally changed her views!!! I was shocked!!! Here is the most oppinionated, stubborn, hard headed lady I have personally met in my life and I changed her view in a few hours!!! I had tried to many times but I guess I did not word everything right or elaborate enough or something! I was really shocked! She not only accepts what I do, BUT NOW SHE ENCOURAGES IT!!! It really has mad me a happier person inside (not that I wasn't extreamly happy before) knowing that I have the support of my mother instead of her hating me for smoking cannibis.
... As for the few of you with the 9/11 issue on hand.... I understand you are intilted to your opinion just as me so lets not get to harsh against each other here, I mean we are all on this site for the same reason, not to make enimies!!! Anywho. I myself have personally been in a lot of trouble in my younger years. I have been caught multiple times with intent to distribute marijuana. I am very lucky at that time thats the only drug I had on me. I also used to run coke, and circles in my area. The first time I was caught with five pounds of purp. I got lucky and got sent to a rehab program and got off with nothing more then a possesion charge... I have also been fortunate having obtainted 11 speeding tickets (were not talking 10 over im talking 100 in a 40 zone for exaple) Only one of which the cop actually showed up at. The ticket got expunged from my record with P.B.J.... The second time I was caught with 6 1/2 pounds of mid grade.... I also had 100 Circles in my pocket twisted up tightly. I thought for sure I would be doing time for man slaughter. God was on my side and that night I happend to be wearing blue jeans (the kind with the hip hugging tight pockets) When the cop patted me down, and felt everywhere. Somehow god only knows he didnt feel them!!!! When I made it to central booking I immedialty "Took a piss" And flused everything down the toilet. On my second charge I paid 4 fucking lawyers 10 grand in all to get me off with only another possesion charge... I am very very VERY lucky. I started out my reight with 10 grand, Now I have nothign to show for it. I Lost all my money selling, I would not reccomend you go about it the way that I did. Anyways the point I am trying to make is. Even three years later, Officers still frequently knock on my door to ask me if I know this or that or things that happend. I tell them no and that I have been advised not to talk to them and to please leave my premisis, and they do no big deal. But what I'mn saying is is that law enforcemnt, the government, and george bush himself are as crooked as the day is long. Dont beleive me? Get in trouble a little bit and see how your profiled and treated like a terroist for selling pot. I guarantee you your views will change. Now I do agree what I did was somewhat wrong and that they have a reson to look at me. But I also know that I have changed and that people need to move on with the past. The moral of the story is..... The Law (Anyone with authority) Doesn't care who's right, or who's wrong, as long as they catch someone to make them look good and get that premotion, they dont care that americans died in 9/11 They just want to spread democracy, have control over everyhting on this planet, and control most of the worlds oil supply. This country is all about money. If theres money to be made, we will kill anyone and set up anything, even allow terrorist attacks occur to obtain it. 9/11 was not america that did it, we allowed it to happen so that the bush administration could have the support of the american people to go into Iraq without us rebeling.... Its that simple.. Money, Money, Money. If its not all about the money guys, then why is cannibis, one of the most harmeless drugs, not yet legalized?
