finding myself reaching for my bong a bit to much

so far i've had an easy year of college. i've been skipping class a bit to much lately. really trying to slow down, but i always find myself reaching for my stash without even noticing it. i think i might be an addict. but pretty soon ill be starting my radiology job and there will be no more mary jane for me . i will be a sad man until retirement.

why take a job that will make you sad?

radiology doesnt make me sad, not getting to smoke makes me sad. i like radiology though, the money is great.

Truu said:

radiology doesnt make me sad, not getting to smoke makes me sad. i like radiology though, the money is great.

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do you like radiology or do you like the money?

i would imagine both are attractive

So i guess that this means you have random drug tests or something?

Marijuana addiction is in your head. If you find yourself addicted, it's to the feeling not to the marijuana itself. If this is the case there's a deeper problem...

My two cents from experience...

i'm pretty addicted to marijuana
like i went on vaccation w/ my dad like 3 weeks ago for a weekend. Striper fishing at lake cumberland in kentucky.. The whole weekend i had no appetitie i barely ate anything, i threw up sat night. Was pretty much miserable and really moody on top of it. As soon as i got back home sunday night sparked up a bowl and i was fine, running around w/ my dog and shit. Came inside and ate.
so i think it's totally possible to be addicted to marijuana

Oh it's possible... I wa at a low point in my life- seriously if I was awake and not blown I was picking up. I sold everything I had and started stealing to buy weed. I was completely addicted. I found out I was prego and quit everything. After I had my daughter I started smoking weed again and was afraid I'd turn out the same way.. but alas, I haven't. I realize that my addiction previously was just to mask some problems I had on my own already. If you find yourself addicted to marijuana it's time to lay offf for a while and search withit yourself. When you find yourself at peace without marijuana is when you can enjoy marijuana without any negative consequences. (not counting if you get caught, LOL)

It's like people who get addicted to sex, it's not because sex itself is addicting and can destroy your life (ok, I know sex is great and if you fuck the wrong person you can destroy your life, but we aren't talking about that). You wouldn't say the act of sex itself is physically addicting it's the feeling you're addicted too usually because there's something else you're masking wit it...

Oh it's possible... I wa at a low point in my life- seriously if I was awake and not blown I was picking up. I sold everything I had and started stealing to buy weed. I was completely addicted.

wow...never heard of someone that had to steal for weed...to me its not that type of drug...if i am out then im out..its no big deal...ya i wish i had some smoke but i wouldnt go steal shit or start selling my stuff....its a mental addiction, not physical ....are you sure your buds werent laced????????

yea i get what your saying..
i'm going to stop for awile after i finish off this last half i have. I've been on a half pound smoking binge..
i still have 2 plants outside 1 sativa and 1 indica. I'm going let them go as long as they can jar it up and try to save it. I wanna get to the point where i get high once in awile you know.. Like when you doin something instead of getting high 24/7 to get high. Even after my 3 day break i got so high, lol i was like my weeds alot stronger than i thought it was... I'm shooting for 3 months

smokinjs said:

Oh it's possible... I wa at a low point in my life- seriously if I was awake and not blown I was picking up. I sold everything I had and started stealing to buy weed. I was completely addicted.

wow...never heard of someone that had to steal for weed...to me its not that type of drug...if i am out then im out..its no big deal...ya i wish i had some smoke but i wouldnt go steal shit or start selling my stuff....its a mental addiction, not physical ....are you sure your buds werent laced????????

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yea if people are running around stealing so they can get high maybe it should be illegal.. All tho drunks steal and sell everything they can to get drunk and alcohol is legal

That's exactly what I'm saying, it's a mental addiction not physical. Pretty sure my shyt wasn't laced. But then again, who knows right? Grow your own- then you know your shyts good. =)

yea it scares me some of the shit people do to there weed now days

The stealing I was doing, was only family's things. Never from anyone else...fucked up, I know. Not proud of any of this... I'm just saying these things to let anyone reading who is suffering from a marijuana addiction that I know what it's like, I've been there to the extreme- it is a mental addiction, you can get over it, and you can fix the real problem so you can enjoy using marijuana safely.

like the guy on here that has the post on drying your weed out using salt..
he's talking about like the salt you put on ice..
i work at a skii lodge in the winter and one time i was throwing that salt on a walk went & then went snowboarding well i got salt on my glove so when i wiped my noce i got that crap on my face.. Skin got all red burned like hell forver. I would hate to see what it would do to your lungs if inhaled...

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The stealing I was doing, was only family's things. Never from anyone else...fucked up, I know. Not proud of any of this... I'm just saying these things to let anyone reading who is suffering from a marijuana addiction that I know what it's like, I've been there to the extreme- it is a mental addiction, you can get over it, and you can fix the real problem so you can enjoy using marijuana safely.

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wonder what my real problem is lol............

The stealing I was doing, was only family's things. Never from anyone else...fucked up, I know.



well i guess i cant say to much .....your post reminded me....cant say i havent got in daddy wallet to score a bag!! haha forgot about those days... (when i was much younger and still in highschool) that really wasnt cuz i was addicted though..we just wanted to get high on the weekends...

It's all about balance pretty girl... I read what you said about missing school and trust me I've been there... when i was in college i was always barely reaching the deadlines of everything.. homework and all that crap... I used to go high on every presentation at school...and God!! I did awesome.. talked a lot of shit though... actually pot helped me to study.. concentrate and get paranoid about my grades... what i say is, try to get into it.. if you really cant, then roll a joint and make that your treat for after homework... but if you cant you cant.. be serious about that.. theres time for everything.
about stealing, hahaha everyone does it once in a while.. no matter from who... so don't feel bad.. just control yourself about how often