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cph
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I can usually go with the flow quite well, and never expect much,. Some times the frustration sets in and....... well, you know.
Now the day is done and all is well!
Getting ready to pack my last bong and go to bed!
tahoe58
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I'll join you in that one. I spent a lot of time from birth ..... didn't even realize it was me ..... had some life changing event a few years back .... found out I was a pretty bigAH .... don't like that. Wanna be something else. Weed takes me to that other place. Weed lets me live in the momoent. That's why I medicate. I love beeing in the moment. I hope your relaxation is full and fullbodied. Token on my firned.
..... didn't even realize it was me ..... had some life changing event a few years back .... found out I was a pretty bigAH .... don't like that. Wanna be something else. Weed takes me to that other place. Weed lets me live in the momoent. That's why I medicate. I love beeing in the moment. I hope your relaxation is full and fullbodied. Token on my firned.
I can usually go with the flow quite well, and never expect much,. Some times the frustration sets in and....... well, you know.
Now the day is done and all is well!
Getting ready to pack my last bong and go to bed!
cph
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I'll join you in that one. I spent a lot of time from birth
I think I remember reading about an accident. I'm glad you've found a praticularly incredible mind blowing and happy place!
I've always been a very laid back person. To the point it causes problems that have put me were I am. Not that it's a bad spot, but it could be better. We didn't know WTF it was all about at 15 but we thought we did.... then I had a son before I could drive. Now he got suspended from school on the 3rd day!!
I really wish I could have raised him, instead of paying her to do a shty job.
tahoe58
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thanks for the thoughts. Its been a journey, in some ways parts of which I'd rather not have had, but I'm a better person for having traveled there, and so far, things are vastly improved from 5 years ago so ....I chaulk it up to another one of the world's wondrous ways of reminding me of the "power of polar opposites". Has brought me to a point of .... whatever I think I should do/like/etc. I just do the exact opposite, cuz making the decision the way I think it should I can be reasonably sure it'll go in the opposite direction .... hahahahah! And I wonder how my Dad got so cynical in his later years, DUH!!. But don't get me started on this one .....
grow space
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And I will be a rebel till I die...
tahoe58
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yupper ... pretty much making an individual path ... the road less traveled ... quiet, peace, solitude. Simple. and filled with positive energy. and great weed is integral in that state. 
grow space
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yupper ... pretty much making an individual path ... the road less traveled ... quiet, peace, solitude. Simple. and filled with positive energy. and great weed is integral in that state.
Thats true, but sometimes I get so down cas Im all alone, but I also like being alone and medicating, but still, just sometimes, sometimes.....
Oh tahoe, U got me in the mood for some hardcore relaxation
cph
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But don't get me started on this one .....
I know the feeling!
As long as you have a cause, it should be worth it!!!
yupper ... pretty much making an individual path ... the road less traveled ... quiet, peace, solitude. Simple. and filled with positive energy. and great weed is integral in that state.
That does sound like a really happy place!! It may sound weird that at 31, I've realized I'm a whole lot happier on my own. To me solitude is golden.
tahoe58
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hahahaha ... here here man ... so tell me, how is it that the western/modern justice system got so fukd up .... it's just badass backwards! 
I know the feeling!
As long as you have a cause, it should be worth it!!!
That does sound like a really happy place!! It may sound weird that at 31, I've realized I'm a whole lot happier on my own. To me solitude is golden.
cph
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hahahaha ... here here man ... so tell me, how is it that the western/modern justice system got so fukd up .... it's just badass backwards!
I wish I knew! IMO it got fdup when it turned into a business. I also feel to many people (judges, lawyers and such) enforce the laws the way that best suites their ideals, not the way it best pertains to the case at hand. When I did spend a few thousand $ a few years back to try to get custody, it was for not. I proved (IMO) that she doing an inadequate job, they still said a kid should be with their mother.
BlackRoses
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Can't wait to see more.. Subscribed!
cph
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diggitydank420
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LOL, cph, you're 31 too?
I've always enjoyed solitude. For a few years (about 6) I lived the social life and boy did it suck the life out of me.
I've always enjoyed solitude. For a few years (about 6) I lived the social life and boy did it suck the life out of me.
cph
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I'm growing some PJ (Purple Jesus), WW, and a few other unknowns. It's good to have ya.
Yes sir, I'll be 32 in Feb.
The bars got old real fast for me. I'm really not a social person, most of the time I'm the guy in the back of the party smoking out!!
What's up with your thread?
