Anyone else?

Chief Walkin Eagle

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When I was in my early to mid teens I would sometimes forget that I was a human being. I would be the laughs I shared, the conversations I had, the tv shows I watched and the sports I played. I would be my experiences. Then I would get home and look in the mirror and be like "Woah... Im a person..." lol. Then I would think about how strange reality is and try to imagine alternate realities. Also, imagining no existence at all blew my mind. Imagining existence in general blew my mind slightly less. Anyone else experience something like this?
 
I would find it so strange that I was a conscious individual though, rather than everything else. I would always get into deep thoughts after that. I would also find it strange that I thought I was everything else, rather than a conscious individual lol.
 
I too have been on this Quest you speak of Chief , its truly the beginning of perception and it too can be insane but we adapt and accept .. Self consciousness can be overwhelming yet we are all one and related its been arguably said
 
I am the only one?

Not sure man.. Even at the moment I wonder WTF I am. Everyday I do stuff like any normal person would do. I experience life. I react to it. Like it's nothing, not even trying.

I get home and look in the mirror like you and move my hands.. I look at them and wonder how the hell I'm human. I wonder IF I'm human. I feel like a robot to be completely honest. Like I'm a third party controling my body and it's reactions throughout the day. Only I get so into character I forget I feel like a robot controling my body and making myself think consciously.

I only truly feel "out of body" when I stop to think about it though. the rest of the day I'm so distracted I forget about it.

I'm not making sense and I'm trying to think of a better way to explain it, but no, I don't believe you're alone.
 
Not sure man.. Even at the moment I wonder WTF I am. Everyday I do stuff like any normal person would do. I experience life. I react to it. Like it's nothing, not even trying.

I get home and look in the mirror like you and move my hands.. I look at them and wonder how the hell I'm human. I wonder IF I'm human. I feel like a robot to be completely honest. Like I'm a third party controling my body and it's reactions throughout the day. Only I get so into character I forget I feel like a robot controling my body and making myself think consciously.

I only truly feel "out of body" when I stop to think about it though. the rest of the day I'm so distracted I forget about it.

I'm not making sense and I'm trying to think of a better way to explain it, but no, I don't believe you're alone.

Beautiful....
 
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