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I have been on my knees praying, could it be I have a lesson to learn. Whether people believe it or not, and I know I have been chastised for it, mainly by Doc08, I have everything in life, my bank account is 7 digits, not bragging just stating the case. Do I need to give it all away, do I...

Thanks brother, this is what I need to hear, you are a good friend.

Yeah I understand, why cant I find moderation, preparing for a sweat lodge in the middle of nowhere. No vehicles to get me anywhere just me and nature. Sorry guys I am a hell of a nice person untill I overindulge. Right now I hate something not sure what though.

Shit, Friday morning, my mind is just a cloud, don't have a clue what to do. My eyesight will not come back either, been mixing chenicals like crazy.. God I do not want to go back to treatment. Wife drove me there yesterday, and all is set to go, kinda wondering when the police are going to...

I stand like a house built upon stone. But to my surprise stands the quarry river with his small slice undetectable. First I laugh at such foolishness "what could this little man do to my grand house" Time passes the eventual stream heading to the ocean. A gallon hear, a gallon there, what...

Thank every2111111body, the strange thing about it is 90 percent of the time I am winning, my mind is clear, I understand that it will kill me, and I envision my daughter looking in my casket. And it is such a unbelievable HELL NO, but that 10 percent shows up and it is like I am on another...

I am just pissed off at myself, it is like I live in a great world, I have everything I want. But when confronted with the desicision it is like I fall into a different world. Right now both wife and daughter left, I still am under the effects, and all I can think about is taking more. Not...

Got a hold of some drugs and zombifie myself.......... Freind caught me on the road, he in turn called my father in law. Which in turn told my wife and daughter and my parents. It has been 1 1/2 0days still have not detoxed, walking around like a zombie. Cannot read, my daughter...

Did you even take time to read my post, anger will get you NOWHERE.

Geeeezzzzzzz, what the fuck, fight, bitch, I am better than you. Do none of you have been raised to a level of enlightenment. Drop that fucking baggage of anger and hatred, life is so much better. Not saying I am perfect, I still have times where I loose control, but I quickly regain it...

Add in organic materials, grass clipping, tree leaves, material from your garden. An most important some form of nitrogen. Wet the pile till it is moist, and then ever 10 to 24 days stir the pile. You will know if it is working if there is heat coming from the pile

All I hear over and over is how crappy the President or Congress is doing. Though I do believe there is major issues that need to be dealt with, myself I do not have clue one of how to fix it. Most issues from the outside look so easy to fix, but once you dig into it there are many layers...

I sign of your maturity, nice work. This is ended NOW, neither right or wrong, just different opinions Peace and happy life to you.

[w\QUOTE=mantiszn;5978284]can i borrow some money... I will give you twp quess's. Amd bye chance you get this first one wrong, it doesn't count.

Johnny Organic drop the all holier than now attitude. Why don't you just stay from Urcas threads. WHY!!!!!!!!! Urca I am alwaus here for ypu as i AM FOR ANBODY ESLE.......

We all live different lifes. lifes that are not onlyh formed by outside forces by external forces. In most peoples lifes we hit was is callled maturity. At this point in time we beome one, more directed by our own feelings than by external feelings. Sadly enough ther are many peoplt that...

Urca, sweetheart, like i said previously you DESERVE A FULL HEALTHY AND HAPPY LIFE just like everybody else does. Let me explain a little about my credentials, I spent some 30 years in an abyss like you describe. You must wake up one morning and despite what was you past you must look in...

If your into chemicals, and I realize many are not. Alot of greenhouses use a chemical to retard growth, don't know how this would work for you, might be kinda risky. Best bet I think would be to move them, pick a night load them in your car, and take to a secluded area. When loading in the...

Not sure how to respond to this, but I will always be the one to humble myself. I will take your comments into consideration. Peace and happiness to you my friend.

I agree completely, I don't think this is the best place for Urca to be searching for help. But before somebody can help another trust must be developed. An initial blast can turn the persons mind off from ever hearing any advise. I tend to feel quite deeply about people who are going...