Rakin
Well-Known Member
Im going thru divorce. Filed a month ago. Being married for over 10 years and having someone to have sex with that you are attracted to and then not having that sucks. I have been about to lose my freaking mind.
And then last night she text and we and up talking until 4am. I started to worry. She comes by tonight to get some personal belongings and it took everything for me to not just nail her to the floor. We weren’t getting along or anything but it was just there. She even sat in my lap and we hugged and kissed once. Of course some tears were rolling.
I’m just not sure what to do. I want it. I know she wants it and is just waiting for me to make the move. I know it would be wonderful. But then what? I feel it will screw things up for both of us. I mean maybe later down the road when things are more set in stone. Sucks all away around.
And then last night she text and we and up talking until 4am. I started to worry. She comes by tonight to get some personal belongings and it took everything for me to not just nail her to the floor. We weren’t getting along or anything but it was just there. She even sat in my lap and we hugged and kissed once. Of course some tears were rolling.
I’m just not sure what to do. I want it. I know she wants it and is just waiting for me to make the move. I know it would be wonderful. But then what? I feel it will screw things up for both of us. I mean maybe later down the road when things are more set in stone. Sucks all away around.