tired of being a scumbag but dont know how to change....

theexpress

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Don't be a quiter!!
lol i dont wanna end up like u doe 40 unemployed with a small grow trying to sell to dispenseries. u get a ssi check to or wat. i mean no offense but damn. ima stay in da crib for next few days to build more will power n keep this going. im sick anyway.. oh yeah day 2
 

thump easy

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lol i dont wanna end up like u doe 40 unemployed with a small grow trying to sell to dispenseries. u get a ssi check to or wat. i mean no offense but damn. ima stay in da crib for next few days to build more will power n keep this going. im sick anyway.. oh yeah day 2
wow that hurt gee.. lolz fuck me i guess ill think about the future too...
 

Dwezelitsame

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yo spress how da fuk are you
i read some back pages
you got a lot of baggage broski
but is time to let go cant drag yo baggage around for da rest of yo life
you will turn into a bitter old man

almost erryone have had some badin there life an growin up issues
i had tons went to 6 diff elementry schools an elementry is only 8 yrs
moms and pops would fight like cats and dogs pops go to work moms take off wit us
i used to hate him as a kid towards his end of life i forgave and helped my mother take care of him
I was fatherd but never had a father he was around as his own man not as a father

our creator askes of us to love each other which includes forgiving
we as humans can not move forward succesfully carrying baggage of hate or parental unrest from 20 30 yeears ago
some turn out to be a piece of ish and say is cause of how i came up or my parents
another could have been brutally abused and orphaned and be a huge success because he let it go

as a man we cant hang on parents shorts as excusses maybe parents had issues
as adult we cant use there issues as our excusses

we are all from disfunctional families - why- there are no functional ones

peace an love bro
 
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Dwezelitsame

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it is a hard road but is one we must take not avoid
all the stuff good for you is hard all the bad is easy

for me things going not good but going house up for sale now viewers coming through

i sat down with this girl that was very religous and she told me i had some baggage i always talked about my dislike of my father
she started picking me untill i was in tears she said i needed to talk about my issues then she made me write them down then had me to ask my creator for help in dealing with them and getting over them - it seemed to have helped

lots i said in prev post was from her

who is still around

1Luv
 

theexpress

Well-Known Member
it is a hard road but is one we must take not avoid
all the stuff good for you is hard all the bad is easy

for me things going not good but going house up for sale now viewers coming through

i sat down with this girl that was very religous and she told me i had some baggage i always talked about my dislike of my father
she started picking me untill i was in tears she said i needed to talk about my issues then she made me write them down then had me to ask my creator for help in dealing with them and getting over them - it seemed to have helped

lots i said in prev post was from her

who is still around

1Luv
u a coo ass angry jamaican old man da cooest even
 

theexpress

Well-Known Member
No big dog just get yourself together gee!! Ill be waiting over hear for when u decide to move hear.. Ill get you a job!! Growing and well paid!! Remember what I sead I deleted the page but u got what I sead the sun shines on us all..
elaborate on this job u can pm me if u wanna b lowkey
 

thump easy

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We still waiting on the council people but its lagit.. Give it a month or so ill be looking for quality flower n if u don't know how I'll show u.. Ill p.m. You but give it a few weeks
 
We still waiting on the council people but its lagit.. Give it a month or so ill be looking for quality flower n if u don't know how I'll show u.. Ill p.m. You but give it a few weeks
the ownly thing biger then thumps hart is his OG magnatude, this be exactly why im an apostle of thump eazy. i fump hardest but thump makes it look eazy.

i culd upload my dick to ths shit
 

theexpress

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We still waiting on the council people but its lagit.. Give it a month or so ill be looking for quality flower n if u don't know how I'll show u.. Ill p.m. You but give it a few weeks
put down the pookie if u think u can grow better then me get u some sleep lol... if its payin good an we helpin da sick im with it if i still gotta work a job n that to make end meet fukkit id rather just grow for me u know sce be rapei n da grower.. im never smokin street weed again. if i aint grow it or sumone i trust fukk it. but i need a break from smokin. only gonna smoke indoor org. maybe org greenhouse no chemmy shit or outdoor. i cant go back 2 being a 24 hr stoner ill be after work nightime smoker .no more being hi all day goin bed hi wake up foggy then wake n bake aint 14 no more
 
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