Suicide

40acres said:

I took a massive amount of anti-psychotics and what i am pretty sure were tranqs.I cant remember their name. Respiradal(?) is the name of the anti-psychotic.
THere is no borderline for a personality disorder. Either you are or you are not.

Saying "i'm kinda crazy cant be true" Thats like i am kinda pregnant. Its only when i found it was allright to revel in my differences did I become okay.

Hey sarah, if i ended up as tomorrows headline, You'll still be a fruitcake.

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i have borderline personality disorder...basically that means im not a full blown psychotic, but i am "on the borderline". and like the other post said...impulsive, self destructive, anger issues...if you had chosen to educate yourself prior to posting you would have known that. u need to grow up lots of people like fruitcake. but i dont know anyone who likes turd sandwiches.

trippymonkey said:

Haha, you're awesome, Code. You just said exactly what I was trying to say, but it is articulated much better.

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thanks, I just know sometimes you get into a bad place. You cant think clearly or rationally, you might do things completely out of character. A lot of the time it has nothing to do with whether or not you mind is weak, some things you just cant stop. Yours was good too, you hit on a few things I missed

I may have been being a dick in this thread. I apoligize.

40acres said:

I may have been being a dick in this thread. I apoligize.

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thanks i am sorry for being a bitch too. ur not really a turn sandwich hehe hmmm i think i would like a bowl now...

Code420 said:

thanks, I just know sometimes you get into a bad place. You cant think clearly or rationally, you might do things completely out of character. A lot of the time it has nothing to do with whether or not you mind is weak, some things you just cant stop. Yours was good too, you hit on a few things I missed

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Haha thanks and so true, it really is the mindstate at the time.

sarah22 said:

i have borderline personality disorder...basically that means im not a full blown psychotic, but i am "on the borderline". and like the other post said...impulsive, self destructive, anger issues...if you had chosen to educate yourself prior to posting you would have known that. u need to grow up lots of people like fruitcake. but i dont know anyone who likes turd sandwiches.

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I would say that if you are aware when the various personalities arise and/or you are in control of them; I would say that a potentially great idea would be to do a thing like commit to the Truth more concentrated in which you are forming a common denominator/principle; something that all of the various personalities have in common and can relate to in a central capacity. God / Truth can serve as your common denominator.

A the same time their are likely chemical responses or arousals, in which case depending on the medicine ,ay either need to have a ingredient that can appeal to the various possibly extreme ranging moods of the different personalities or a different medicine for the different personalities. Obviously, when I say medicine, I am talking about whatever you have concluded is the most effective and least toxic.

Non-the-less, the chemical disposition of personality disorder seems to stem from a nutritional deficiency; and of mind from an emotional trauma and an identity crisis that has grown unresolved. I think you can read and eat your way out of it, if you do it with constructive reason. If you are on any medications I recommend that you talk to your doctor about a transitioning off of them over time as the reading and eating elements take there fundamental course.

Possibly methodologically balancing your blood p-H and eating brain foods like more omega 3 and the likes and maybe some B-12 could lead you in the right direction. So you should bridge a relationship between your doctor and a Nutritionist or two or three in which you can learn to formulate your mental escape from this slave master of your mind.

I'm still interested. Shoot.

in my short 27 years, i've lost a few to that one. all i can say is that if they miraculously resurrected in front of me, i'd beat each and every one of them senseless for putting me through that- not to mention every one else that had to deal with it too.

selfish. plain and simple.

If anybody's still interested in this thread, please post. I just spent 2 hours writing, deleted the lot. I'm sure some use could come of it, but have been pretty pissed off by a lot of it. My wee brother killed himself, so i'm up for talking. And folks, advice can be the most dangerous mistake you ever will make. Please, let's tread carefully.s

Suicide is one of the leading causes of death in america and I believe its the 3rd leading causes of death for children ages 5-12... It may be the 5th but either way its something that needs to be given more attention through out america. Most people who commit suicide just need to be on an antidepressant combined with counseling but are too afraid to ask.
Ive lost about 7 people in my life due to suicide... the most important person was my Dad. He did it when I was 20 and he would have been 48 this year .
Anyway, I always wonder what made him do it and not think about how it would affect my sisters and I. I think its pretty selfish but who am I to judge. Even though its been several years it still hurts, but it has made me more attentive to people and their feelings.

I havent read through the thread but im sure there are alot of the same opinions on this subject. It can be very touchy for some people.

I would NEVER kill myself. No matter how hard you think your life is, you gotta keep going. It may get better or it may not. So everything might be better for you if you off yourself but what do you think happens to your family and friends? They wonder what went wrong, they wish they could have helped you, they often blame themselves thinking that they could have done something different to help you.

You effect your friends and family GREATLY by commiting suicide... and no a suicide letter doesnt help ease anything. You saying, "I couldnt take my life anymore but I love all of you and bla bla bla" ... how is that going to ease anything?

it is a very touchy subject. but unfortunately taking meds and going to therapy doesnt really do much...it all sucks. smoking mary is the only thing that really helps. its hard...and no offense to anyone...but it really bugs me when people say its selfish to committ suicide. i think its selfish to make someone stay alive when they're suffering, just to make everyone elses lives easier. theres a lot of pain to deal with...a lot of pain.

well the meaning of selfish would be thinking of ones self and not others ... i think. or atleast thats what i think the meaning of it is so if it is, that would make suicide selfish but then again thats only my opinion.

I have had very hard times in the past but stuck with life and everything is pretty decent right now. Things might not always be good, great or fair but how do you know they arent getting better right around the corner? just have to stick with life and enjoy it any way you can.

sarah22 said:

it is a very touchy subject. but unfortunately taking meds and going to therapy doesnt really do much...it all sucks. smoking mary is the only thing that really helps. its hard...and no offense to anyone...but it really bugs me when people say its selfish to committ suicide. i think its selfish to make someone stay alive when they're suffering, just to make everyone elses lives easier. theres a lot of pain to deal with...a lot of pain.

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I guess you've never lost an immediate family member to suicide. Unless your sick and dying of a disease you are not suffering. There are ways to be proactive and make yourself better. A lot of your emotions have to do with ur neurotransmitters being effected by the way you eat, your physical activity and sleep patterns. You'd be amazed at how much better you'd feel if you perfected those. I also believe it has a lot to do with your social environment.
You CAN make yourself feel better despite what you think.
Everyone has to deal with pain.... why would you want other people to suffer cuz you couldnt take it? I mean instead of just one person being hurting, tons will hurt*even if you think nobody cares*. Everyone goes through a lot of pain in lifem some worse than others... you just have to find ways to cope, be strong and make yourself better.

I don't look at suicide as selfish, I look at it as stupid. Anyone who is thinking of taking their own life should really go to their nearest hospital and spend a day in the oncology ward. They should go and see what it is like to be in a true fight for your life, then maybe they will have more regard for human life.

and you think your life sucks now... wait till you try to kill yourself and mess up and have to live the rest of your life REALLY f*cked up.

Nice video FDD...uhh what did that guy say?lol

Im not even going to read the thread but the only thing I have to say is suicide is for pussies who cannot face reality. Its a ignorant, arrogant fuckin cop out.