Well, I guess its all a matter of perspective. You, an old man, sitting in the house of your failed farm, all you see is filth and arrogance from people of color. Then you take another toke or pop another pill or whatever you do to resist Bucks urging.
What I read into your statements is hate, rage, filth and arrogance. Its you that must die before things get better. And you most certainly will in time. I urge you to stay at home, medicate and keep your guns safe. And if you feel like it, take extra pills, it will speed you on your way.