Have you found the source of your depression?
- I've never actually been "Depressed", obviously i've felt like shit before, in a mental state and a physical state, but never diagnosed with depression.
((Depression has many sources, and I can't really pin mine on any one thing. It's a combination of things, really. I'm prone to it as I have a family history on both sides (at least, relatives on both sides have been put on medication), but I really feel like the medicine is impeding me instead of helping me. In the end, it's how *I* feel that really counts.))
IMO. western medicine and medical practice is bullshit.
((Not all of it. Without it I wouldn't exist, plain and simple. The anti-depressant craze is bullshit. I've said it before - some people DO need some help from medication to correct chemical imbalances. However, doctor's prescribe these medicines so readily without the slightest bit of hesitation. Oftentimes people are tricked into them, told they'll be taking them "short term", but then they end up on them for years and years and at higher doses.))
I think the worst thing to do is actually take the medicine, like you're saying you get sick when you wing yourself off of them.
thats what they want to happen, so you go back in, get something else and spend a lot more money. its all about money and keeping the population sick. repeat customers.
((Exactly. EXACTLY. On the dose I was on; if I abruptly stopped taking the medication I would've suffered some serious and potentially deadly side effects. Like gran mal seizures. Now I'll just get so ill I can't function. It's good to get off of these a bit at a time.))
I believe every sickness/disease has a opposite, ie a cure whether or not we know what it is is a different story.
((I think the best cure for depression is support from loving and understanding people. I feel that talk-therapy is more effective than any drug on the market. Just going to someone you can spill your guts to without being judged is a good thing, and those people will often have good advice for you and give you ways to help you cope.))
I would recommend obviously more of the jane if at all possible.
((I'm working on that. Weed is a double-edged sword though ... sure, it'll cut down on my depression, but it'll also prevent me from getting a job (drug tests a'plenty...). I'll figure things out, though. I have to, so I will.))
I have personally experiences of healing physical pain with weed, and i would imagine you could get yourself on track and in stable condition. but first of all, try and get off all types of medical pills, real healthy diet, not to many fatty foods, and get out in nature.
((My Mum has a similar philosophy -- she only takes one pill a day, a thyroid supplement, because she needs it to survive. She refuses all other medication ... partly because of what she's watched me and my father go through. She's a strong person and I admire her.))
good luck in your journey, and may the weed be with you.