Indicas help my depression

alaskachic

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Oh well I just talk to myself. So my grandpa died on thanksgiving. My bff of 23 years died @ 45 of cancer. I just am not the same anymore. In a way I am. I mean I just have made any new friends. 2 kids whatever no time I guess to invest in a new friendship. I want to. Maybe when the bud stores open be easier to find like minded people. Guess just feeling lonely today.
 

alaskachic

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Hey i a better mom baked! You know got tired of my Dr telling me every month we need to cut down the Valium. Bitch! So finally I said you know I been taking it for years I old enough to know what s what in MY body. I hired you remember! I told her I feel like you have too much control over my Wellbeing. Fuck them I started smoking again
 

alaskachic

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They through bs @ you like ohh pills sooo addictive. Come on anything can become an addiction. Plus a pee test just for Valium? Fuck that shit! I still love sex on gack like once a year
 

Elwood Diggler

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ya.....kept getting dosage bumped so it would actually fucking work. problem is, you're now an addict on top of it

been down the benzo roulette wheel several times. max out on two then start another combo til that maxes out. rinse, repeat.

took me 1.5 yrs to get off em and without weed, i don't think i'd have made it
 

alaskachic

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Hey yes was my favorite strain. Until the co I use sold me some Bounce smelling shit! Nobody I know grows that one up here. Bounce was from it being shipped up here. But... I can get critical kush! Grown locally. I got a bean from CBD crew & it never popped!
 

alaskachic

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Fuck yes I like my smoke & no I don't like to go one day without it! I don't drink or smoke cigs just don't fuck with my smoke & I am the best wife mom lover on the planet. I happy positive always laughing cuttin up. Got to have fun in life! I strive to be: Martha Stewart, Betty Crocker Superwoman & a pornstar all rolled into one. I fuckin mean that too!
 

alaskachic

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IMG_20160329_001922.jpg Here's a Pict. Took em 3 hrs to get here but delivery to my front door fuck yes I never move from here again! I very very thankful I am
 
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