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I suppose it sounds good when I re read what I wrote, but it's stressful at the same time (the money involved for the vacation/ring) lol

Good luck with the proposal AP!! Exciting indeed.

Thank you DST I'm so stoked! Her parents /sister and sisters fiance were here to visit a few weeks ago and I asked her dad for the blessing and he was all for it, it made me feel good he keeps texting me asking when Im going to ask lol. Love her family, I even sent him some seeds recently (he caught the growing bug while out here)

I got a new round of gals ready to go woooootttttt woooootttttt

Gdp just went into flower the other day


Gg4 & clue in veg


And there glue ready to chop in a couple days




the rotation has been initiated

Thank you all. Great reply's.. Ill be back with my full story.

That's cool. It's good to do the right thing for sure and having the inlaw/outlaws on your side is number 1 priority in the marriage business. I also asked my wifes parents blessings. It was quite funny as they had planned a walking holiday in Spain and came to visit us in Amsterdam. My wife and I had discussed marriage and when it would happen and the best time (including having her folks there etc). Time came and went and I hadn't proposed and they were due to arrive and my wife basically thought I'd decided against it all as we really had to plan to have her folks at the wedding of course. She was totally bummed, but never showed it. Meanwhile I was scheming behind her back, lol. She was at work, I asked her folks and all was good. They left for their holiday (they were coming back 4 weeks later once they had finished the hike across the Camino de Compestela (sp)). And while they where gone I popped the question to my wife. It was nice to make it a surprise for her. We then had 4 weeks to arrange everything....including having to get our Birth Certificate certified with an Apostille attached. My wifes had to be sent to South Africa and driven up to Pretoria by her Uncle and then shipped back within a week. IT was hectic but really cool. We had a total of 7 people at the wedding (including my wife and I, lol). The after party was somewhat larger. We had it at our house and hired a Marquee for the roof terrace. Great times. Hope you have as much fun with it as we did.

Good luck with it Hydro. It's always good to talk to friends as well......

good luck hydrogp my wife deals with it and takes meds too man

put some beans in water tonight and will plant with the full moon.


rum bayou - mine
lemon shine - mine
blueberry x f13 - jd short
animal cookies x dog kush? - my bag seed
?P x mt valley kush - whodat
heri bananas - cof

Dads little helper there

Dr. looks like you have kind of sealed the step ladders in there with those planks, lol (I am sure you haven't......)

HydroGp said:

Hi guys, wish i did not have to come with this sour shizz but.. Long story short_ Im a complete mess inside my head and i went to see the doctor today..
She gave me Venlafaxin againts depression and anxiety.. Im all for it as im starting school soon and i wanna get my feelings down. But still im pretty nervous about it and wanted to hear if any of yall now if it is "okay" with my big use of hash also? If i start now the pills should start working after 2-3 weeks.. Anyone tried anything similar? Thx guys..

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I'm on venlafaxine. It works very well. It is not something you can forget to take. It is a strong drug that wards off anxiety and strong depression.

Being a strong med it can have withdrawals if you stop taking it.

Never go cold turkey.

You may feel a little dizzy the first day or so depending on how much they dosed you at.

If you have any questions tag me or send a pm.

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AlphaPhase said:

Thanks bro, they are scary as hell! Like a tunnel vortex. I've been getting the rapid heart beat, sweating and excessive thinking so I know I'm on the verge of a major attack, hopefully I can get some help Tuesday at my appt. I used to take Ativan too but it's been over a year since.

I think it's because I'm going to propose to my gf in a couple weeks, it's driving me nuts I have to keep it a secret and I've had to for months now. It's so hard to hide it and it's messing me up lol. Plus harvesting and vacation coming up, it's all piling up too fast

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Remember to breathe and remind yourself that life is really not that bad compared to what it could be.

Remind yourself that you can handle what comes your way if you take it one step at a time. Everything becomes small when you count your blessings.

HydroGp said:

Thank you all. Great reply's.. Ill be back with my full story.
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That looks awesome

Thank you so much for writing FP. Sorry to hear you are on it. Im starting first doze today at 80mg.
Crazy when you feel like you loose control of breathing and just getting the right amount of air can seem a hard task.. Fuck me ive been through some shit in my life but love has been the worst.
Thanks again all. You are great peoples!

Dr.D81 said:

good luck hydrogp my wife deals with it and takes meds too man

put some beans in water tonight and will plant with the full moon.


rum bayou - mine
lemon shine - mine
blueberry x f13 - jd short
animal cookies x dog kush? - my bag seed
?P x mt valley kush - whodat
heri bananas - cof

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Doc, the 31st is the "Blue Moon".
Special time for special plants.

HydroGp said:

Thank you so much for writing FP. Sorry to hear you are on it. Im starting first doze today at 80mg.
Crazy when you feel like you loose control of breathing and just getting the right amount of air can seem a hard task.. Fuck me ive been through some shit in my life but love has been the worst.
Thanks again all. You are great peoples!

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80mg is low. You will be fine. If it doesn't help after 3-4 weeks your doctor may increase the dose.

I am on 225 mg. I used to be on 300mg and I went down to 150 before my pregnancy. After that I had a really rough time with my relationship with my husband. I let things go too far with someone I considered my friend. I felt like the biggest slut/heel in the world and then my furnace broke and my car broke and my grow got PM.

I was getting sweats, panic attacks and crying at the drop of a hat. I couldn't tell anyone about it and telling my friend to never touch me again or I WOULD tell was only a small improvement.

Talking it out with my mom and crying a couple days with her got me back on track. Like I said, I made it super clear to the other guy that I would not tolerate any type of sexual advances. I agreed to stop talking shop with him. I prayed about it. I made promises to myself.

As far as the other problems. I kept reminding myself that everything would turn out alright. We would be ok money wise, our patients weren't going to leave, my car was not that important in the grand scheme of things.

I spoke honestly about my feelings of sadnees in our marriage. How I felt ubwanted and unloved. How I needed more sexually and emotionally from him to stop these feelings. I told him that my love would grow weaker and I couldn't be happy with someone who didn't care about my feelings.

He quickly began to change. I felt even worse that I hadn't been able to tell him this clearly enough in the past.

I am getting off subject...

My point is, if I hadn't been on meds I would have been much worse and talking and crying with my mom a couple times made a huge difference.

Love can be a huge pain when there isnt respect or someone constantly breaks your heart.

Remind yourself that everyone deserves love. Everyone can change if they are willing.

Most parents are going to love you unconditionally and want to advise you and support you during hard times. Don't be afraid to break down and let it out. Holding it in is worse.

Flaming Pie said:

... I prayed about it. ....

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This is something I didn't mention earlier. Talking with the universe, praying to god, communing with the earth, whatever you want to call it, or whatever higher power is your thing.... be in contact with it. It helps me a lot in tough times. It's like I remember that there is something bigger than myself.

Really nice posts FP.

I am bigger than you haha!

Hey everybody i'm looking for some advice asap!

I was just staring at my organic soil for a few moments and I realized...its moving.

I know thats the point of organic soil, to have it literally be living, but i'm a bit uncomfortable with a few of the things I saw. There are 3 notable things.

1. Tiny fungal gnat looking dudes that wouldn't fly away when my fingers got close to them.
-No idea what these guys are, either gnats possibly (which i'm hardly worried about) or maybe root aphids?
2. Tiny worm like dudes, very very small but I could see 1-2 of them kinda "grooving" in the handful of soil I picked up
-Either large nematodes or some type of larva, they looked rather skinny and slender though so I don't think they are larva
3. VERY SMALL white bugs crawling all around. These are by far the most abundant.
-Not sure what these are. I have a feeling they could possibly be beneficial or they could be a HUGE pest problem waiting to happen.

My plants look healthy as heck, my soil has a ton of bacteria in it and i'm feeding them a compost tea i've been brewing up tomorrow; its getting seriously foamy. I use Oregonism which has several bacillus strains and I have a "Safer" product which contains a few Bacillus Thuringiensis species as well.

Thoughts? Sorry these little mofos are way too small to take pics of. I would say maybe 1-2% of leaves have MINOR issues, which is almost a white curling on the sides which could be from a few environmental factors or maybe from these little bug mofos.

Thanks in advance!

Well I finally got the 3x3 tent up and running. Rude Dog clones.

This gal act like she is just free to grow.....