Look bro your preaching to the choir with me , if you've been on pain med's for 10 yrs then obviously you have something going on with your health & i can empathise , i know exactly how you feel with the love hate deal about doctors , im sofa bound right now from my latest surgery & cutting up 80 mg oxycontins in the pill cutter 3 at a time on top of wearing a 75 mg fentynal patch & it still isnt enough to even give me a head rush , ive been thru countless back surgeries , skin grafts , months in the burn unit , had atleast 50 fukin MRI's & had more cameras up my ass then Liberachi had dicks in his , and if that aint enough to make me sick of doctors now the good lord has blessed me with testicule cancer , they just tore my nutts out 3 days ago & replaced them with implants & sewed my sack up so tight it's tighter than a tomcat's nutt's , im in my 60's with the sack of a 10 yr old .
All i was tryin to get across is opiate abuse is an epidemic world wide , even in Canada , France is handing out PK's to all who come , people all over europe are flocking to france to score mass quantities of opiates , it's really starting to look like Holland has the best method for dealing with addicts , while you may not be an addict & dont sell your meds many people do & it's causing real conflict in the medical profession , my doc will write me 6 months worth of scripts in advance & post date them when i was well enough to travel while his bitch of an assistant try's to give me suboxone , ive been opiate dependant over 25 yrs wtf am i gonna do with suboxone i asked her , she get's all hissy & sends the doc in to see me & he allways reminds me she's worried about loosing her licence , all it takes is for 1 dope fiend to sell his meds to a teenager who's parents sue everybody when their stoner kid od's & the doctors fuked , when you put yourself in their shoes it's hard to blame a new doc , especially 1 who isnt familiar with your case history .
After my surgery the surgeon had me getting intramuscluar demerol injections every 4 hrs & it wasnt doing anything , my pain doc over rode the surgeon & ordered fentynal IV every 2 hrs on top of the 4 hr demerol IM shots & i was pain free , it boils down to doctors being afraid of being used by fakers who'll throw them under the bus & the relationship you have with your pain doc , you just got an assistant who wasnt versed with your medical issues & was simply trying to stay safe & not put their livelyhood on the line , i hope shit gets better for you & your health because i know how hard it is to live in pain , just remember getting angry at the doc's isnt gonna help .