an apology of sorts

MojoRison

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I did all those nice little pills beta-blockers, cox 2 inhibitors, it was like I was a walking cornucopia of drugs at one time and still the pain came.
But now I have all this other baggage that comes from ingesting those drugs for years.
If one more Dr says to me that cannabis doesn't help, I think I could get violent....it's literally the only thing that helps me at times
 

Canna Sylvan

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Mojo,
Just lie you take them? Do a very low dose edible that kicks in right before you see the doc. Just enough to calm you, not enough for a medical dose, definitely not recreational. Though my favorite is: see you in the next dimension, dose.
 

MojoRison

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Actually Canna I'm quite passive, rarely violent. Though growing up with 5 uncles who love to play "fight to the cry" helps build character for lack of a better word.
 

Canna Sylvan

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Mojo,
Then what do you have? Cox-2+beta-blocker sounds like an anger and/or fear/anxiety(social?) disorder with an ulcer. A good sativa clears those symptoms ASAP.
 

cannabineer

Ursus marijanus
Mojo,
Then what do you have? Cox-2+beta-blocker sounds like an anger and/or fear/anxiety(social?) disorder with an ulcer. A good sativa clears those symptoms ASAP.
To me they suggest neuropathic pain. In which case an Indica might be more <cough!> indicated ... cn
 

Canna Sylvan

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Bear,
TTBOMK, beta-blockers are used to lower blood pressure and pulse rate. Cox-2 are used to get rid an ulcer. I was on Inderol to get rid of my panic attacks. I no longer have them, instead I now get: anger, depression and euphoria.
 

cannabineer

Ursus marijanus
Bear,
TTBOMK, beta-blockers are used to lower blood pressure and pulse rate. Cox-2 are used to get rid an ulcer. I was on Inderol to get rid of my panic attacks. I no longer have them, instead I now get: anger, depression and euphoria.
I've also seen beta blockers used to manage things like trigeminal neuropathy. It's one of those conditions for which nothing works truly well. cn
 

MojoRison

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Nope I suffer from severe migraines and cluster headaches with arthritis. I crushed my cervical discs {C3-C7} in a bike accident along with some located in my lumbar {L4-L6} region of the spine and now suffer on a daily basis.
I wasn't even aware of the extent of my injuries at the time, the only visible evidence was a 3 inch gash on my chin from the impact.

The pills were given to help minimize the pain by reducing inflammation and controlling BP, but I have a bradycardic heart at rest and beta blockers were dropping my heart rate too low and the fact that my nerves are being "pinched", which left only spinal fusion as a option.

I have yet to accept that as the only option.
 

cannabineer

Ursus marijanus
Nope I suffer from severe migraines and cluster headaches with arthritis. I crushed my cervical discs {C3-C7} in a bike accident along with some located in my lumbar {L4-L6} region of the spine and now suffer on a daily basis.
I wasn't even aware of the extent of my injuries at the time, the only visible evidence was a 3 inch gash on my chin from the impact.

The pills were given to help minimize the pain by reducing inflammation and controlling BP, but I have a bradycardic heart at rest and beta blockers were dropping my heart rate too low and the fact that my nerves are being "pinched", which left only spinal fusion as a option.

I have yet to accept that as the only option.
Dang, you too? I have severe migraines that I've been told by someone whose med. judgment I trust are "clustery" in nature. For those, I must have a triptan at hand. I can no longer use the opiates. cn
 

MojoRison

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I been found on the floor reeling in pain, the fracture lines in my skull throb with such veracity and intensity each heartbeat seems to be wielded by Thor in a outburst of anger....not on my worst enemy cn
 

cannabineer

Ursus marijanus
I been found on the floor reeling in pain, the fracture lines in my skull throb with such veracity and intensity each heartbeat seems to be wielded by Thor in a outburst of anger....not on my worst enemy cn
I've had the distinct sensation that ten thousand retching maggots were trying and failing to nibble through my skull ... and I would have welcomed their success. By day four or so ... it becomes dangerously tiresome. Especially when you no longer have the anodyne of the poppy as an option. cn
 

MojoRison

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I've had the distinct sensation that ten thousand retching maggots were trying and failing to nibble through my skull ... and I would have welcomed their success. By day four or so ... it becomes dangerously tiresome. Especially when you no longer have the anodyne of the poppy as an option. cn
I can honestly say....I know your pain
 

fumble

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OMG! I so feel both of your pain. Got damn cluster fucks. Though I don't get the cluster variety, the 'regular' migraines are bad enough. The first one I remember was when I was 7. I remember screaming and crying in pain.

Triptans are the only thing that has ever truly helped with the pain - except for pot ;) But pot just takes the edge off and makes it more bearable, doesn't take the pain away. I used to get DHE-40 shots, which worked somewhat, but made me nauseous.

I am so glad to be on less of a dose of this hell pill. I can't wait to be off completely. Fucking shit unrolled my tongue and had me saying shit to a couple people that I would NEVER have said. Like a Got damn truth serum it is. Or, more realistically, LEGAL EFFING SPEED! As soon as I opened my eyes my heart was going 100 this morning. Maybe even before that, but umm...I was asleep lol. (thank Got for Hash Caps) And now it is also doing the fib thing (flutters) that only happens with the Imitrex, which I am too fucking scared to take - even though my head is killing me.

Still can't get a hold of fuck tard. Pharmacy faxed again and made a note for me. I have 1 pill left and made an appt. with primary (who I can't stand) for tomorrow. If she gives me shit, I may just hit her ;)
 

cannabineer

Ursus marijanus
OMG! I so feel both of your pain. Got damn cluster fucks. Though I don't get the cluster variety, the 'regular' migraines are bad enough. The first one I remember was when I was 7. I remember screaming and crying in pain.

Triptans are the only thing that has ever truly helped with the pain - except for pot ;) But pot just takes the edge off and makes it more bearable, doesn't take the pain away. I used to get DHE-40 shots, which worked somewhat, but made me nauseous.

I am so glad to be on less of a dose of this hell pill. I can't wait to be off completely. Fucking shit unrolled my tongue and had me saying shit to a couple people that I would NEVER have said. Like a Got damn truth serum it is. Or, more realistically, LEGAL EFFING SPEED! As soon as I opened my eyes my heart was going 100 this morning. Maybe even before that, but umm...I was asleep lol. (thank Got for Hash Caps) And now it is also doing the fib thing (flutters) that only happens with the Imitrex, which I am too fucking scared to take - even though my head is killing me.

Still can't get a hold of fuck tard. Pharmacy faxed again and made a note for me. I have 1 pill left and made an appt. with primary (who I can't stand) for tomorrow. If she gives me shit, I may just hit her ;)
The way you say Got makes me imagine the coolest Scandinavian accent ... cn
 
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