I guess you are supposedly straight, right?. Imagine someone who knows at the age of 7 that something is different about the way he feels, and people don't like it, especially his proud heterosexual farther. I grew up next door to a gay child, that EVERYONE fucked with, starting at the the age of 6, because he liked dolls (before GI Joes), liked to make cookies, and pretended he was a girl. Can you imagine what that was like for a boy in 1965? He, because of the time he lived in, was ostracized his entire youth, and most of his adult life because he was gay. He died of AIDS, by the way in 1982 at the age of 33 , but the only thing he was confused about was why he was hated, especially by his farther.about being gay. The LGBT community are still confused about why they are still hated in the 21st century for not being "normal" (LMFAO) He always was wondering why he was hated for basically his entire life for being different. He was a nice guy, always, and did not deserve the shit that was given him his entire fucking life,by a lot of people, that sound exactly like you in a way, in the sense is they are confused about people that are gay. It is not a life choice, it is what that person is born to be.