The reason that commercial weed lacks in high and effect is because of the way its handled during harvest and curing....since a commercial grower is moving in volume the drying/curing process is significantly reduced which means the consumer you receives poor quality weed, and the weed could also be harvest early in order to meet the demand....with that being said you would be surprised at what type of smoke you could create by caring for the plant properly flowering for the proper amount of time, drying after harvest for the prop time, then curing for several weeks to a month... I sincerly believe this is the key to good weed....anyone could send you the best most expensive seed in the world but if you didnt follow the proper procedure for harvest and curing you would be in the same boat as you are with your commercial weed.
In the very least you should practice on your commercial seeds...imagine someone sends you the seeds of the century and you burn them w/ nutes in the first week what good is that??? In addtion if you mentioned being broke so one can only assume that you are going to have a limited access to qualtiy soil, nutrients, and lighting...at best cfls...HID users will tell you that you are defacing the seed that was sent you by putting it under cfls....so with much love put some damn seeds in a paper towel n give it a whirl who knows you may grow some qual shit and have a lil to share w/ friends to help w/ your future seeds or growing needs...but for god sakes quit whining and asking for seeds then saying that people are too paranoid hell yeah people are too paranoid... you get 2-5 plants going in your house and see how your paranoia raises...
