have made me this way for survival purposes. maybe as i get older my views and how i am will change.. i should prpduce less testosterone as i age. but if worst come to worst im content dieing a bitter old man utching a wasar ak47 or whatever gun i have at da time.
Right, but I'm not buying it. Not sure how your supposed hard upbringing leads you to behaving this way on a fairly mellow internet forum. Is there a correlation between your upbringing and you being a scumbag? Sure. Did your upbringing cause you to be this much of a scumbag? I doubt it. The world is full of scumbags, many of whom never had an alleged rough early life. I think you'd be a scumbag regardless. It makes for a convenient excuse, tho.
I've only run across a few "hard" folks in my life. What they don't do is spend all their time online desperately trying to convince everyone how much of a badass they are. They don't want to. They don't need to. You, on the other hand, shout it from the rooftops every chance you get.
Hell, earlier on you even went out of your way to slam the growing skills of one of the most easygoing posters here, and boast how your growing skills were superior to his. All that because of the way you were raised? Nope. Because you are on the internet and can get away with it.