starting to get paranoid

Orange Shovel CAGrower

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hey guys,
i went to check on my plants today and got extremely paranoid. I smoked with the two guys I am growing with and as we were leaving our site i stopped everyone because i heard a lady's voice. I could swear she said "theyre smoking over there and doing god knows what else!". I tried to convince myself it was the weed, but I honestly dont want to go to jail. My paranoia was ridiculous. After we stood there for a few minutes I was somehow convinced that we were being ambushed and followed by dogs.

My mind was racing and i thought things like "maybe i should chop them down" and "they are onto me and know i am growing". I usually dont smoke while at my plants, now I have no idea what to do...:-?
 
What!?! I havn't been that high since I was a little kid. Crazy you must have some good stuff. Hope you have a medical card or something. people are shady and will ratt you out if you are not careful. This I know from first hand exp. People get jeleous when you are a top notch grower like yourself... kiss-ass
 
can you differentiate between you being high & hearing shit and you actually being paranoid and just being overly cautious borderline paranoid?


if not, trust your gut feeling. your instinct, gut feeling is rarely wrong.

go get some game cameras. set up survaillance
 
can you differentiate between you being high & hearing shit and you actually being paranoid and just being overly cautious borderline paranoid?


if not, trust your gut feeling. your instinct, gut feeling is rarely wrong.

go get some game cameras. set up survaillance

the thing is, normally i can. i have taken a 3 week break and before that maybe a 2 month break. these breaks have made my tolerance very low...so taking a few bubbler hits makes me extremely baked. deep deep down, it was my gut feeling. my feeling was get the fuck out and do not turn around. the thing is, i have had some issues with trusting what i see when i am high...
 
i see where you are comming from. I remember back in the day when my tolorance was low I would hear all kinds of stuff like the cops commin, mom yellin at me. I remeber dropping a penny and hearing a loud crash.. I don;t know, weed is dank
 
fuck what you are seeing...and if you had trust issue in the past with that.

have you ever had issues with your instinct/gut feeling? sober or not if not ....you already know


you said all you needed to hear. deep deep down it was your gut feeling.


normally when i think, see or hear shit....i lean towards that, unless my gut is really fighting and telling me otherwise
 
hey man lighten up obviously it wasnt great advice but atleast he didnt attack you.

damnnn the hostility around here lately.
 
i got my sister stoned once we was walkin home she was blowin out hard, a goose took of from a pond flapping its wings and a car bepped its horn at the same time my sister took of like an ethiopian with a mcdonalds voucher when i finally caught up with her i said what da fuck, she said she thought a train was gunna run us over lol no train where we were she thought the flappin wings was the train commin down the track and the car horn was a train horn.
 
whilst i was telling my story i was told to fuck off, (harsh)so i will, best of luck with your voices bro and who knows you might be the next john edwards or somethin.
 
Truth. I am stoned and did fail to realize you could possibly face jail time. Although I dont think his intentions were to anger you, but rather to lighten up the situation a little.

As far as advice goes, refer to my comment on page 1. If your instinct is telling you that YOU REALLY heard somebody or even leads towards it more then not, pull the plants and try again next season, because its not worth going to jail over.

Sleep on it and decide tomorrow?
 
thank you, i think it was just a paranoia attack realizing what my consequences could be. and to sidn, i said fuck off to your trashcan comment because it put me in a bad mood.
 
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