syntheticcult
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I am wondering if I am a legit candidate for medical marijuana and would like some opinions.
I am 25 years old...I am ranked severe to profoundly deaf.
I grew up hard of hearing and my ears took a turn for the worse about two years ago.
I get dizzy quite often as my brain has less to work with to understand my surroundings.
Because of this I am generally ALWAYS nauseated....I also have developed heavy anxiety of being in the general public...I get panicky and avoid contact with people and social situations...I have always been anxious and this has turned it into a phobic situation.
A friend suggested I try to combat it with marijuana and after much thought I agreed to try it...I found myself able to do so many things I have forgotten about doing!
I ate a big salad AND did so with a friend (I generally can not eat with people around)...it was heaven! I spent time with my friends and did so unafraid of how altered my voice sounds or whether my communication was lack.
It just felt like I was given a chance to be ME again after YEARS...When the "High" wore off I was ok for a bit and then I have to admit I cried like a baby because I started feeling bad like I am used to.
I do not have cancer or aids and I understand what help it can be to those patients so I do not want to make a joke of it.
But I do have a disability that has wrecked my life...Would this make me a candidate?
I want to be ME again...I have one life to live (as far as I know) and I am sad of watching it pass me by.
Final statement:I have spent what feels an eternity alone and limited by my disability...I have learned that Marijuana is beautiful and a for me a second chance at leading a decent life...I can not truly embrace that being shrouded by the thought of it ending in an arrest.
Thanks for reading and please feel free to question or comment.
I am 25 years old...I am ranked severe to profoundly deaf.
I grew up hard of hearing and my ears took a turn for the worse about two years ago.
I get dizzy quite often as my brain has less to work with to understand my surroundings.
Because of this I am generally ALWAYS nauseated....I also have developed heavy anxiety of being in the general public...I get panicky and avoid contact with people and social situations...I have always been anxious and this has turned it into a phobic situation.
A friend suggested I try to combat it with marijuana and after much thought I agreed to try it...I found myself able to do so many things I have forgotten about doing!
I ate a big salad AND did so with a friend (I generally can not eat with people around)...it was heaven! I spent time with my friends and did so unafraid of how altered my voice sounds or whether my communication was lack.
It just felt like I was given a chance to be ME again after YEARS...When the "High" wore off I was ok for a bit and then I have to admit I cried like a baby because I started feeling bad like I am used to.
I do not have cancer or aids and I understand what help it can be to those patients so I do not want to make a joke of it.
But I do have a disability that has wrecked my life...Would this make me a candidate?
I want to be ME again...I have one life to live (as far as I know) and I am sad of watching it pass me by.
Final statement:I have spent what feels an eternity alone and limited by my disability...I have learned that Marijuana is beautiful and a for me a second chance at leading a decent life...I can not truly embrace that being shrouded by the thought of it ending in an arrest.
Thanks for reading and please feel free to question or comment.