Questioning my Sexuality? Will this change?(Non Identifiable?)

torched

Member
That's not a good sign! Hopefully you don't Like little kids....if that was the case, I'd say eat a bullet!
no, dude! It's actually the exact opposite. I don't like being around kids at all, because I'll remember what I did and feel really awful and embarrassed. In fact, I've never been with anyone younger than me. I just can't do it I feel wrong. Even though it's only a number, I just can't do that. So little at three months younger and I'm out. :?
 

UncleBuck

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5-7 years old is a bit young for sexual exploration. You must have been introduced to something sexual to know how to pursue it.
exploration at that age is actually fairly normal, but sexually abusing your peers at that age is a learned behavior, and had to be taught to her by someone.

possibly someone with a big nose and bushy eyebrows.
 

Flaming Pie

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Start with a vibrator. If you know you can get off, then you will have more confidence.

Mental barriers are no joke. It could take you years to be able to let go.
 

torched

Member
5-7 years old is a bit young for sexual exploration. You must have been introduced to something sexual to know how to pursue it.
Yeah my family was the entertaining type and they had any movie playing at the parties. I saw a lot of R-rated movies when I was young. I even remember watching American Psycho when I was like, 6, so, yeah.

Another time I actually found one of my uncle's porn tapes and watched like three minutes of it before I realized maybe I shouldn't be watching it.
 

chewberto

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102603_01_Lg.jpgI believe this is the kid you were looking for!
exploration at that age is actually fairly normal, but sexually abusing your peers at that age is a learned behavior, and had to be taught to her by someone.

possibly someone with a big nose and bushy eyebrows.
 

Flaming Pie

Well-Known Member
Yeah my family was the entertaining type and they had any movie playing at the parties. I saw a lot of R-rated movies when I was young. I even remember watching American Psycho when I was like, 6, so, yeah.

Another time I actually found one of my uncle's porn tapes and watched like three minutes of it before I realized maybe I shouldn't be watching it.
That'd do it.
 

UncleBuck

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2. One of them was even a little mentally incapacitated :/
I'm awful, I know.
that's sexual abuse, and kids of that age don't do that without having it done to them first.

chances are you were sexually abused at a young age and have no clear recollection of the occurrence or occurrences. but it's still effecting your behavior. some theories would say that you could be repressing the abusive episodes) or you could have dissociated.*

if you want a normal, sexual relationship in the future, mental health therapy or counseling is suggested.
 
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