No weed for 3 months, out of beer. Can't drink anyway. Need some support y'all.

sonar said:

How much benzo were you popping when you decided to quit? I've always heard that kicking benzos is "worse than kicking heroin."

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It's bad brother. Taper is better but it never works that way. I was up to 4mg of Ativan a day. About to go get some more tomorrow. I've kicked now, but damn that shit makes life awesome. Especially when you have a bunch of chronic to go with it.

Makes you not give a FUCK. What are they gonna do? I've been clean for about 4 months, but the way it changed my thinking is rad.

To put it in a nutshell, it's like you're drunk all the time but still realize the results of your actions. I eventually realized that I don't care what anyone thinks of me or my family. We are who we are and if you don't like it then FUCK YOU. We're lacto-ovo vegetarian, not racist, and see right through the Bible.

Just give me some seeds, bear traps, flour, soy beans, guns, and well, that's about it...

Carne Seca said:

Yeah, I was going to be all supportive and write something inspirational but after your last post.... fuck it.

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Yeah no shit.... Waste of my time trying to be supportive! Enjoy paying child support and having DHS up your ass for the next 18 years! But my guess is you will just pound some 40's while your kid sits in shitty dippers and you sit in moms basement feeling like you won!

Pull your head out of your ass, clean up you act and be a father! If you and the woman don't get a long, so be it; you don't need her! But I guarantee you there will be a time in the future that wish you had been in your kids life and most likely he will resent you for your ignorance!

Oh wait you ant taking no shit from no one........ Loser!

It sounds like you are very obsessed with food and diet, and meats in particular. Does it make you mad that other people eat meat? Is it possible you just want to eat meat yourself?