after reading sunni's post, those rolls i did on my 19th birthday were def. methbomb.
first time i ever did anything with rolls beside eat them. snorted them, put them in blunts.. started seeing lightning with no thunder the next day. the stuff they call heat lightning. but i saw it in more forms than just flashes of light. there were 'light grenades' being dropped from helicopters in the first night, or one of those first few nights. circular white explosions in the sky, no noise just some crazy shit. then when i got home and touched the doorknob, what i saw i explained like this: the house had acted as a capacitor and when i touched the doorknob i released the electrons into the outside air. but what i saw was shimmering waves of light across my entire front lawn (not a small front lawn like these residential areas) that went outward from me as soon as i touched that doorknob with the other hand. the next few months were trippy as hell. i thought i had unlocked some latent psychic abilities. telepathy, technopathy.. our tv was messing up and nobody could turn it on. we were all really high and i sat down in front of it and like meditated, and i was like '1' and then i was like 'i have to think green' and when i concentrated it came back on and nobody had the remote. i would blow light bulbs.. i blew 4 at once one day. i felt like Jubilee when she was learning to control her mutant ability.. and the voices in my head everytime i got high.. also a strange fucking feeling in the occipital lobe of my brain, and thinking that the middle of my brain had been eaten hollow by the x. that shit lasted over 3 months i know. i think over a year before i went to therapy and got drugs that took it all away. and i missed it. i felt like they stripped me of my mutant powers. too much x-men growing up i guess, and heroes.. the good thing was smoking then watching heroes and when the cop did the telepathy it sounded so much cooler. i was concentrating on time-travel and telekinesis, none of which ever happened. after it had all been taken away with the drugs from The Man, and i went to another state, the boss asked me if i wanted to do a line, i thought coke, i was like yea. it was ice, that brought voices back for a few hours. but i eventually ate the rest of that risperidone because that shit gave me vivid dreams and now i no longer have the pleasure of hearing voices in my head, and all that shit.
lol it was a time of enlightenment, insanity?
