First off, I haven't been tested for anything. But, I know that I have some type of social anxiety, depression, PTSD or Bipolar disoders. I don't want to get into the details here. I won't get tested because, I'm affraid they will do any number of things to me like, lock me away(hospitalize), diagnose me wrong, pump me full of drugs that may cause my condition to get worse, unnessasarily judge me and my condition(bias).
Before anyone thinks my fears are unwarranted, I can provide proof to back up what i'm saying.
I have been smoking tobacco cigarettes on and off for 8-9 years and it has allways calmed and relaxed me, it changes my thoughts from constant worry to more love and relax toward my situation and people around me. I recently quite because of health concerns and I don't plan to start again. I find MJ helps keep me centered and is even better than smoking tobacco. When I started to smoke MJ I didn't even want to have a tobacco cigarette, I tried and it made me feel gross. There has been alot of times when I did not have access to Marijuana because of legality and some other issues(laced weed). So I would start smoking again after 3 years of quiting, just to deal with the stress. I had to quite smoking cigarettes because of serious health concerns. I was having sharp chest and heart pains, a hard time breathing and it was making me feel gross and I was often sick.
I would feel much safer and comfortable with growing my own clean marijuana than any other harder, perscribed drugs which oftentimes make the patient worse off woth horrible side effects.
Would it be possible for me to get a diagnosis and obtain a MMJ Card?
I don't want to take perscribed drugs. I don't like the side effects and I would rather not like to become an emotional zombie. I'm a very sensative and spiritual person. I do not want to lose my sensativity, emotions, compassions, ect. I just want to stop the extreme social anxiety and the depression this causes me.
Before anyone thinks my fears are unwarranted, I can provide proof to back up what i'm saying.
I have been smoking tobacco cigarettes on and off for 8-9 years and it has allways calmed and relaxed me, it changes my thoughts from constant worry to more love and relax toward my situation and people around me. I recently quite because of health concerns and I don't plan to start again. I find MJ helps keep me centered and is even better than smoking tobacco. When I started to smoke MJ I didn't even want to have a tobacco cigarette, I tried and it made me feel gross. There has been alot of times when I did not have access to Marijuana because of legality and some other issues(laced weed). So I would start smoking again after 3 years of quiting, just to deal with the stress. I had to quite smoking cigarettes because of serious health concerns. I was having sharp chest and heart pains, a hard time breathing and it was making me feel gross and I was often sick.
I would feel much safer and comfortable with growing my own clean marijuana than any other harder, perscribed drugs which oftentimes make the patient worse off woth horrible side effects.
Would it be possible for me to get a diagnosis and obtain a MMJ Card?
I don't want to take perscribed drugs. I don't like the side effects and I would rather not like to become an emotional zombie. I'm a very sensative and spiritual person. I do not want to lose my sensativity, emotions, compassions, ect. I just want to stop the extreme social anxiety and the depression this causes me.