Thank you for your sympathy Daarth, you've helped me through this trip with your posts. I would +rep you but it says I need to spread some before I can give you more. As for my aunt she was 92 and I didn't know her much. It was weird though as I've envisioned situations like that multiple times and was always frantic I'd get a call like that after it happend to one of my friends while he was on an 1/8th of mushrooms. Though now through this experience i've realized we all have our time and place for when we get called to journey into the next life. Sometimes it's pleasant, abrupt, or sadly for some painstakingly drawn out. Our physical bodies nothing more than dust in the end but our spirits, do they exist? Is their life still to be lived beyond this reality and body? Still all questions I am seeking but this trip helped answer some a bit with the event and was a pleasant experience overall. I just think I might have over shot it with the 2c-b dose it just kinda started out as "well I think I feel something". "OK I think they're are patterns forming in the carpet". "Alright now I'm tripping, I wanna trip like this but harder." Too everything looking like a 2 tab lucy experience in the matter of 5-10 minutes along with the fact I wasn't even sure if the administration would work as I've tried it before with some light opiates with no success. Really threw me for a curve ball which is what I think caused the anxiety over the pre-ingested Syrian.