Yeah, me too. But I think it's kinda sad that I hate being sober... I'm trying to change that. I mean, if I hate being sober it means that there's obviously something wrong with my reality. I wish I were one of those people who can smoke on weekends and be happy, like I used to be and like I am towards alcohol. Now it's different... Whenever I start getting sober I have to smoke again to stay high and I can't spend a day without smoking if I have weed.