i'm not taking my AmbienCR

it's 2:45 am. wide awake. not gonna do it. buddy just kicked me a litttle nug of purple erkel. maybe that will do it. not a big fan of the purps, but who's complaining? honey?

3:40. won't do it.

smoke, smoke, and smoke more.

Fuck ambien. Period.

laid down 4:00am. no ambien. awoke bright eyed 7:00am. now i call that a solid 3 hours. gonna be a fine day. whatta headache i have already.

1:15 pm. can't...........keep.............eyes..............opened......................i'm going to bed!

Wasn't sleepy the other night so I stayed up. Was up for 2 days. Really had a good nights sleep the 3rd night.

5:30pm. good morning. this shit goes on every night/day. i reach this point where after an hour or so of tossing and turning i become "wide awake". sucks.