Heroin Weed Sex ARGH!

Not that anyone would have noticed but I havent been around much the last 6 or so weeks.

Been fucking around with smack again, snorting and smoking, no needles (haven't used a needle in like 7 years) but I digress

Now lately again, when I smoke weed it makes me nauseous and depressed FUCK

Got a great blowjob on friday night just been and I am sure for a split second I felt good, surely I must have...

God damn it why do opiates have to rape your soul ?!

God I hate it and love it so much it hurts

Pointless thread I know and sorry in advance

Stay off the brown man....

Damn bro, get a hold of yourself! stop that crazy shit.

And was this blowjob from a woman?

High Time 420 said:

And was this blowjob from a woman?

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LMFAO - thanks man! just when I thought this thread was going to turn into a lecture you turn it right back around, haven't laughed that hard for a while...

And yes, its the same female that I havent seen for years and years that got me back into it

bicycleday said:

LMFAO - thanks man! just when I thought this thread was going to turn into a lecture you turn it right back around, haven't laughed that hard for a while...

And yes, its the same female that I havent seen for years and years that got me back into it

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Soooooo was it?

suTraGrow said:

Soooooo was it?

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HAHA yeah I even have a grainy souvenir of the night

Well a grainy souvenir is much better then a itchy souvenir...

Mans stay of that stuff beter smoke some pure OP or snort ketamine.

Dude I have one word for you SUBOXONE - Please find yourself someone in your area, a lot of times psychiatrists will prescribe it for you. It may cost you a couple of hundred dollars for the initial office visit and the Suboxone script is pricey but it is a miracle drug for people who want to quit opiates. You will be feeling like your old self after a 28 day supply--trust me, I know, and I had a habit too, but that Suboxone really works. If you want to know please feel free to contact me any time.

bicycleday said:

Not that anyone would have noticed but I havent been around much the last 6 or so weeks.

Been fucking around with smack again, snorting and smoking, no needles (haven't used a needle in like 7 years) but I digress

Now lately again, when I smoke weed it makes me nauseous and depressed FUCK

Got a great blowjob on friday night just been and I am sure for a split second I felt good, surely I must have...

God damn it why do opiates have to rape your soul ?!

God I hate it and love it so much it hurts

Pointless thread I know and sorry in advance

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I would also advise you to get off the smack bro. Shit doesn't do anything good for you.. this is what is actually raping your soul. You've become a slave to heroin my friend. How would I know? Well, because I've been there.. I've been through the withdrawals.. and for anyone that has never experienced withdrawal from heroin, oxycottins, or rox-E's .... it is PURE hell. It's about as close as you can get to dying, without actually dying. The constant cold sweats, the itching of the skin, the shallow breathing, the extremely deep in the bone aches... yeah. It's not something to play with kids.

Trust me, if you've never listened before.. please, please listen to me. Why? Because, I was young once.. young and stupid. I thought I was invincible just like you do.. I also thought that I could beat the withdrawals.. boy was I wrong. Trust me, its just not something to play around with.

I'm currently on methadone.. because it was the only option I had left, to get clean off the roxxies and heroin. I had tried detox clinics and rehab places. I think I went to 3 detox clinics within a 6 month period.. and then tried two different 'in patient' rehab facilities. I'd get back home from the rehab facilities.. and yeah, sure.. I'd be clean when I got home on the first night.. the second time I got home, from my second visit to the rehab facility, I actually stayed clean for 3 almost 4 weeks straight! But, it was like an inner-voice told me to just go get one 30mg rox-E.. sure enough that's what I did and sure enough, I was hooked again!

I finally gave in, and went and signed up at the local methadone clinic. This was 3 years ago and I've been clean ever since then. Well, if you want to count cannabis as not being clean, I don't.. but some people do. I don't really count cannabis as being a drug even.. I think of it as being more of a medicine.. not a 'drug'.

You might want to think about looking into the methadone clinic man, because eventually.. no matter how 'strong' or 'invincible' you may think you are, the smack is going to catch up with you.. and you'll die from it.

Just trying to help ya out man.. I know how dark of a place your in, rather or not you want to admit it or not.. is up to you.. but I know that deep down you don't like being in the 'dark time' that your in.

Good luck to you either way man.

peace.

Martins said:

Mans stay of that stuff beter smoke some pure OP or snort ketamine.

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the hell man...

your telling this kid to get off the stuff hes' doing.. but yet, your telling him to go snort some ketamine? That's the most ignorant thing.. no, wait, its ONE OF the few more ignorant statements that I've seen made here on RIU.

The best thing for him to do, is get on SUBOXONE or methadone.. keep smoking cannabis.. and leave it at that. Fuck heroin, meth, and crack. Those three are the three drugs that will literally grab your soul, rip it apart.. and then burn it into ashes... and you'll never get it back, you'll never be the same person again.. you'll never be the person you were, before you started using, and that's a proven fact because those drugs actually change your brain chemistry.. it switches things up including your personality. Those are the drugs that are killing people.. including some of the new generations. Those are the three drugs that I actually support the DEA and police on, on getting those off the streets.. because again, those are the hardcore street drugs that are killing people left and right.. the people that don't die from the addictions of these drugs.. will def. become an addict.. and will never be the same person that they were, before they started using the drug(s).

My message is for the youngsters around here.. and you know who you are. My message to you kids and young teens... stay AWAY from heroin, meth and crack. If you want to experiment with LSD (acid); shrooms; cannabis.. then that's fine. Nothing wrong with wanting to just chill and relax and trip every now and then.

anyhow, just stay away from the hardcore drugs kids.

peace.

Or try ibogaine it need only one trip to stop you takeing opiates. Ibogaine is realy hard to find but u can extract it from natural source.

if you can get naltrexone its a good opiet blocker iv seen it help alot of ppl.or methadone stay away from the kit tho weeds the answer

Ive been a heroin addict for the past 3 years.... that shit has got to stop brother. ive got about 2 months clean, and its the happiest ive ever been since i was a young kid.

smack is wack brotha.

Cannabisguru, thats the best "lecture" I have heard without it actually sounding like one. Thanks man, but I think you may have misinterpreted my situation because I am far from a kid. That is the sad/funny part, that I really should know better and do. Sounds like you have been to hell and back, well done on coming through the other side ok. You bring up so many good points that I want to answer and could say a lot towards, but doing that would be admitting to myself that I have a problem, plus now just thinking about answering this shit I find myself zoning out and thinking about it.

I never do it for more than 2-3 days at a time and then have a break, mind you its something I tend to do by myself, a self indulgence, not many in my life actually know I do it. The first time I got on during this stint, I had a 1/4g and was told it was good, so what did I do, I came home racked up a point, chased half a point and then racked up the other point in the space of about 15-20mins, when it all hit me it was head on the table fucked up, which is what I was aiming for

I've never shot smack, my drug of choice was always shooting meth and it definitely made me "perma-spun" even if I think I cover my tracks well, I know with in myself that something is not quite right and it never will be

I can sense I am starting to ramble so I will stop. I've been on my ass the last week with the actual flu which is good in some ways, but just tonight I wrote up a budget and worked out that after all my bills this week, child support, weed and alcohol I could afford a half g ($200) and still be sweet for cash. Budgeting smack... I really am a fucking idiot

All jokes aside op, I hope things get better and the temptation wanders from your thoughs.

Best of luck to you.

bicycleday said:

Budgeting smack... I really am a fucking idiot

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that makes two of us buddy... shit hasn't robbed my soul yet. Just my wallet.

"Down downstairs. To the man he's gonna make it all ok. I can't beat my self, I can't beat myself..."

But if you're depressed I don't think its a good idea to be doing any drugs/weed/drinking. In my darkest days I didn't mess with this shit but just smoking made me more depressed. I'm not currently depressed but I mess with h and feel the most normal stable and genuinely happy I've felt in years. yes I mess with h, but I'm getting promoted at work, family life is great and friends are good too. Now I'm not saying using it can't or won't make problems worse cuz I know it can. What im saying is drug use is usually a symptom of depression. Not the other way around. Just my two cents.

Martins said:

Or try ibogaine it need only one trip to stop you takeing opiates. Ibogaine is realy hard to find but u can extract it from natural source.

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This is an excellent suggestion. Do some research on Ibogaine and you'll find that there is no withdrawal. It's illegal in the states but Mexico has got clinics. I don't understand why this isn't an alternative here in the US. It must be tied into the pharmaceutical/machine. This drug would cripple Methadone and Suboxone regimens.

You need to get of the scag my friend It will be the hardest thing u will have ever done but the best thing u could ever do