Feeling trapped

Kassidy

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I ate some really good shrooms about a month ago. I had a great time but i have felt differently after this, like i am trapped in my body. I know its weird but i feel like my own body is holding me back for being able to do greater things......
 

boooky

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you might have to remove your skin to free yourself lol j/k.
LOL..... Yes! If I was tripping right now that would be funny but I prolly wouldnt be able to read it if I where trippin niether...It would look like everything else you try and read on shrooms. Why does it always look like the pattern on bandanas?
 

mastakoosh

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LOL..... Yes! If I was tripping right now that would be funny but I prolly wouldnt be able to read it if I where trippin niether...It would look like everything else you try and read on shrooms. Why does it always look like the pattern on bandanas?
yeah i had that a few times exactly like u said. i saw the pattern with my eyes open and freaked out and closed my eyes and the pattern was still there lol. kassidy i felt weird after tripping a bunch for a summer and had to lay off it for a while. but i kind of know what you are saying, i think...:neutral:.
 

soulflyx2k

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guess what, you CAN leave your body.
-maybe start researching lucid dreams / out of body experience (OOB)

the most free i have felt in life is when im not in this body :D

meditation --> obe/lucid dream --> not trapped
 

mexiblunt

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you hit it bag on. It's a shitty feeling but in some ways you are trapped in your body. meditation and lucid dreaming are some of a few ways to achieve the freedom back but like most things that are good require work. That's why I believe some drugs are bad, even tho I tell everyone they should try em at least once. my dad told me that of acid when I was 16. I can still see those patterns if i want to like alot of stuff from my tripped out times, but I takes work thru meditation and the like. I spent a couple days on a bad acid trip fighting myself to not get the gun and end it. Then I thought of suicide everyday for over a year after knowing full well I wouldn't do It nor did I want to. It was strange. Needless to say I've found a relative happy place compared to those times.
 

boooky

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you hit it bag on. It's a shitty feeling but in some ways you are trapped in your body. meditation and lucid dreaming are some of a few ways to achieve the freedom back but like most things that are good require work. That's why I believe some drugs are bad, even tho I tell everyone they should try em at least once. my dad told me that of acid when I was 16. I can still see those patterns if i want to like alot of stuff from my tripped out times, but I takes work thru meditation and the like. I spent a couple days on a bad acid trip fighting myself to not get the gun and end it. Then I thought of suicide everyday for over a year after knowing full well I wouldn't do It nor did I want to. It was strange. Needless to say I've found a relative happy place compared to those times.
What wierd is I have never had a bad trip even if it got crazy it was funny as hell...Some people seem to forget that they have just eatin shrooms...What you see and think the shrooms own....So just know your tripping out and not dieing..Ive seen old men cry on shrooms and I could never figure out why..

Like one of my friends while we are triping with his girl friend just stands up and says "Holt shit dude!! The 2 hours is up its gonna last forever!!" about that time his girlfriend started trippin out hardcore and I couldnt stop laughing it got hardcore prety fast....Girl crying in a corner and me and the home boy playing catch with a kit-kat bar....
 

mexiblunt

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Sorry I kinda f'd that up a bit. My experience was with LSD Alone by myself(I hit about 3 hours after some of my friends so when I was getting high they were getting ready to go home), I've always been alright with shrooms. But the basic idea I think was that the LSD made me see things in such a different way that I think I was actually aware that I was scared to come back to "reality". So then that would have meant becoming an LSD freak or deal with it. I think the year of being down was me dealing with it or maybe lack thereof. That which doesn't kill you will only make you stronger, it's just I felt I was on the edge. lol. :mrgreen:
 

mexiblunt

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Quote "The 2 hours is up its gonna last forever!!"

The stuff you experience and learn about reality doesn't go away once the drug wears off.
 

pokey

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Beware the lucid dreams. I was really interested in this about a year and a half ago, and trained myself to enter conscious dreaming. It was fun the first few times, but since then I've been working hard to get a good nights sleep where I don't wake up feeling tired from not having truly slept. It's taken about 16 months to get back to normal refreshing sleep. Still though, I've had some amazing experiences with them, and while I haven't tried shrooms or acid (and don't wish too either) I doubt they would ever compare.
 

mexiblunt

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That's interesting cause I'm kinda interested as well. Do you think while you are training yourself to do this you could implement training to not do it? moderation in some sense? So when you needed to sleep you could.
 

pokey

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I found it to be of an all or none nature. Once you have trained yourself to realize you are dreaming, it's very difficult to not respond to that trigger.
 

Stormfront

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i used to like tripping on acid, always hated shrooms, and got violent trips when i rolled on x, shrooms always had me feeling like i was in a hall without an end, no way out, not in my own body, but trapped in my own presence...weird, the acid made me feel free, like i had no chains but i always saw really fucked up shit, but i've seen a lot of fucked up things so i think it was my subconscious bringing me back to what i had known before...

and ecstasy fuck that shit, i trapped myself in a bathroom on a bad trip and tried to kill my cousin when he opened the door, it probably had something else in it though, even still, I'm not interested in trying any hallucinogens again...
 

pokey

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Kind of both, I'd had a few semi lucid dreams and investigated more to find out how to have them more frequently, but once I did some real training, it happened every time I went to sleep. So instead of being fun, my lucid dreams normally went like this: realize I'm dreaming>get into a bed in my dream>go to sleep>wake up in dream>wake up for real and think I've eaten breakfast and put my pants on. Needless to say, the last caused me some issues a few times 0.o
 

ORECAL

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that's kinda funny, I know what you mean... I had the same feeling for a few days after I took shrooms, everytime. I kind of like it though, gives me hope that I can achieve great things, no matter what my stupid body does. your mind can take you farther than your body ever will.
 

email468

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According to the National Academy of Sciences, marijuana use also has negative impact on REM sleep (by 49%).
 

ORECAL

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i actually had no trouble sleeping at all during or after tripping on shrooms... although I do notice that I don't get good sleep all the time, I've noticed it's directly related to how soon before I go to sleep that I smoke. meaning, when I smoke in bed before turning the lights off, i don't sleep as well as if I were to smoke and then watch t.v. for like a half hour or an hour and then go to sleep.
 
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