As some of you other guys/girls may have read in my other post I am under going PTI right now. I have to be clean for 3 months (which is actually probably going to push closer to 4-4 1/2 months.
And as of right now I have been clean for 18 days. Now I have noticed that is it getting slowly easier to not think about it, yet I do think about it a lot still, smoking was just a really good way to wind down from a hard day of work and school, you dig? I found nothing better than going home from a 15 hour day and lighting up a blunt. The thing that is hitting me the hardest is that it always gave me something to look forward too at the end of the day, no matter how harsh the boss/teachers/customers/anyone was it was always like well, it's all good haha.
So I kinda wanted to start a subject and see if anyone else has had to take a break whether be it short or long, and why did you have to stop, was it free-will ect??
It has certainly not been the greatest 18 days, but it's going okay I guess you could say, another thing I am hoping for is to start getting REALLY high again.
So I just wanted to hear what some of you guys stories if you have any.
And as of right now I have been clean for 18 days. Now I have noticed that is it getting slowly easier to not think about it, yet I do think about it a lot still, smoking was just a really good way to wind down from a hard day of work and school, you dig? I found nothing better than going home from a 15 hour day and lighting up a blunt. The thing that is hitting me the hardest is that it always gave me something to look forward too at the end of the day, no matter how harsh the boss/teachers/customers/anyone was it was always like well, it's all good haha.
So I kinda wanted to start a subject and see if anyone else has had to take a break whether be it short or long, and why did you have to stop, was it free-will ect??
It has certainly not been the greatest 18 days, but it's going okay I guess you could say, another thing I am hoping for is to start getting REALLY high again.
So I just wanted to hear what some of you guys stories if you have any.