Can I be a youtuber?

Sustain said:

If you are not autistic... please listen.

I want to have a thread about my topic. I know its crazy (my topic is crazy that is)*, but thats what I want. Please respect that and only talk about that.

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Hey! I read like the first hmmm... 5? pages of your longass posts... I'm going to be honest, I don't understand how no one (I don't think) on 10 pages of this thread have legitimately given you a response to anything that you've written. And I think you seem like a genuinely interesting person, troll or not, because I can tell you're most likely high as fuck and are clearly very passionate about the topic at hand... which I'm not entirely sure what that is... but I can dig it. lol

BygonEra said:

Hey! I read like the first hmmm... 5? pages of your longass posts... I'm going to be honest, I don't understand how no one (I don't think) on 10 pages of this thread have legitimately given you a response to anything that you've written. And I think you seem like a genuinely interesting person, troll or not, because I can tell you're most likely high as fuck and are clearly very passionate about the topic at hand... which I'm not entirely sure what that is... but I can dig it. lol

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Thanks bud, I'm sure thats part of it. Green seems like a lot smarter guy than me, thats why I'm here though. I dont understand my own thoughts. I'm here for help understanding my thoughts. I'll try rewording... but the last few pages i was trying my best. Try the last few times i talked. See what those mean to you?

Sustain said:

I'm on 10 MG hydrocodone, I had a surgery on monday they are making me forget. I cant formulate my thoughts, thats probably why I'm sounding crazy. But im also high. The reaction of both drugs? I dont pop pills... I just know I feel like shit without weed so I smoke the weed to feel better lol. I've got 2-4 weeks left of recovery and I just switched from those 10 mg hydros to little baby 50 mg tramadol. So no more drug fuck. But that doesnt mean I dont have an opinion there. I figured this forum would accept me being a druggie. Especally consider I only do hallucinogens. I'll try the others (and I have) but I dont like them. Like MDMA, it makes me think too much. I talk and talk and talk and talk. I'm different, and these drugs effect people differently, but that doesnt mean I dont have valid thoughts going through my head. Dont let this predetermined opinion happen to you, you are saying to yourself "wow this guy is trippin balls" and then not reading what I say.

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Sorry about the effects of the drugs from surgery that stuff turns me into some one I don't like..
I haven't tripped since collage in 81 but now I understand the rambling You could do worse.

Autistic Austin said:

Were you in Vietnam?

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Yes I was.

dirtsurfr said:

Sorry about the effects of the drugs from surgery that stuff turns me into some one I don't like..
I haven't tripped since collage in 81 but now I understand the rambling You could do worse.
Yes I was.

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I truly wonder what its like to be a person like you. Fought for something that turned out to be so controversial. I wonder how I would feel in that situation and I respect you for the trials you had to go through both during and after the war.

eye exaggerate said:

...tons of people started out desperate to change the world. Some of them saw that it wouldn't change unless their perspective of it changed first.

...heh

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I like what you said but I can't trust you because Ewe Exaggerate.

Also... did you spell college like that to see if it would be caught? If not I dont care about spelling errors, but college is a big word to me lol and its bothering me. I dont think you're dumb.

SlaveNoMore said:

I like what you said but I can't trust you because Ewe Exaggerate.

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Its true. I'm not surprised its come up before... I don't think I have an original opinion... that would be near impossible...

Is that all I want to say though? I dont feel satisfied.

that still just tells me how to know it. How do I tell the world? What do I say? What should I do? And what all is in my head? About everything? Everything that I see is broken... since its broken it can be fixed... How do I go about fixing all the problems? I need to do that. Its the only thing I feel this passion for. ONLY thing.

And thats just the KNOW. I have that. Thats my thought process. What do I do with it?

But theres more to that... for example...

I cant correct the word that dirt said.... without pointing out that I mean no harm. Why can't we just correct each other? Remove that small ego that lets us feel negative emotion when someone corrects us.


Now you may agree or disagree that its true... but theres a reason you would respond to someone insulting you and its because you do care. A small amount... that that person insulted you, how dare he, and you need to respond. It could be super small, and smaller than others... but its there and it DOES dictate your existence. Even if its just slight it can change everything. Just my studies of perception showed me that.

And I guess another thing... because of that... I believe perception is a key to unlocking a huge portion of knowledge (knowledge that specifically helps you excel) and people need to understand it in amazing detail. The more you know about perception the more you know everything about everything. Perception grants you the ability to see from all angles... and if you see from all the angles.... everything I believe would fall into place naturally. Its not working naturally. Money and greed and human deception....

SlaveNoMore said:

I like what you said but I can't trust you because Ewe Exaggerate.

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...trust? Baaaaaa

With a name like SlaveNoMore you must have these thoughts all the time

sunni said:

austin beech PM'ed out of his own personal thoughts, on how he felt on the situation not by being a mod, so theres nothing fair to do , because it was not a mod pm he gave you it was a pm on his own feelings on the subject and how you treated me.

so no i will not be pm'ing buck , and it is not me being unfair .

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So you're saying he abused his powers,

The first time i ever needed to use this meme.

The cultivation off mushrooms is illegal in every state it is not illigal to sell the spores unlessyou live in ca ga il it is a felony i know all avbout it my brother is doing five years for growing shrooms because some idiot like you thaugh the same thing and blabed his lips to everyone you meed to keep your head straight loose lips snitch straiight up hey sunni by the way some one tryed to access my personal space im me qhwn tou get a chance thanks girl

VILEPLUME said:

The first time i ever needed to use this meme.

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sgtsmokeamedispliff said:

The cultivation off mushrooms is illegal in every state it is not illigal to sell the spores unlessyou live in ca ga il it is a felony i know all avbout it my brother is doing five years for growing shrooms because some idiot like you thaugh the same thing and blabed his lips to everyone you meed to keep your head straight loose lips snitch straiight up hey sunni by the way some one tryed to access my personal space im me qhwn tou get a chance thanks girl

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Look up the law, scientific purposes, you may not bag and sell them.

You can legally grow psychedelic mushrooms, telling you, look it up lol.

I've found in my 61 years to observe, tally, and pass.
I've stepped into peoples lives and because of it they're dead, if I'd kept to myself they would still be alive.
If I care I'm vulnerable and some times it's best left alone.
I take my days 1 at a time, try to not carry a grudge and the hardest part, forgive my self.
I get up in the morning and smoke me a bowl of Sativa followed by indicas and Hybrids.
I'd rather smile but it's easier to laugh at life and the f##ked stuff that came with it for me because
that's what stole my being and a normality in life most take advantage of..
Maybe since I'm close to retirement I'll... stops self.. Wow. taking acid hummmm .

I also feel like because our druggies who have true opinons that have seen the world of our drugs and understand it.... dont have loud opinions because either they dont want to spoil their reputation/career, their family life, or go to jail. Nothing is worth family. And if we all think that, nothing gets done. Our word doesnt get heard. We can be loud and proud about what we do.... you need to be smart about it. But whatever you do dont hide! Speak your minds to people. Growers specifically. Buyers dont know anything about pot.

They sit there and say things like... hydroponically grown weed is good weed. Ask any non grower and you have damn good odds they will think hydroponic weed is good weed. They will have no thought of how it works or anything at all, they will just connect dro - hydro - hydroponcs - good weed. And they think they know the answer because they just made it up in their head... but they dont. And some say thats the answer till they believe it.

This s just 1 example.... they also call corn a strain and not the shitty buds. They literally think corn is a strain and anything they sell for cheap corn prices.... is just corn... which is a cheap strain. That doesnt even make sense what they think. How could different buds be the same strain just because they are bad?

My point is THESE stupid people are the ones everyone in our world looks up to.... and they learn their info... from them... and not google. And then they think they have to act tough... and have to be cool... whatever they decide cool is.... and then when you try and tell them hey man... corn is just shitty weed... EVEN WHEN YOU SAY I grew a batch or 2 trust me. + explaining to them the proper ph of water and NPK and everything I can think of... they still wont believe me until they google it.

WHY?!?!?!

Why does it take me backing someone into a corner with knowledge to get them to fucking do research about their stupid fucking opinions that are fucking wrong?!?!?!?!