blackout

a fire happened today at my house,fuck me dead what a spin out,6.00am in the morning i woke up to get my kids up for school and as i was wak9ing my kids for school,and i could smell smoke but like an electrical burning and was looking everywhere thinking it was some weird fucking smell.
no it was nothing illegal,but when i walked back via the games room the whole room and my bedroom was blazing,one minute there was no sign of fire next the fucking whole area was flames eveywhere.
so raced back to the kids area got them the fuck out of the house,and up the hill ,and went back in my underpants,to try and fight the fire.
i could not enter the house it took over really so fast i punched the window in ,and stuck the hose in the whole and was doing the best i could then some people from next door ran over with a hose tossed a rock into a window on the other sideof the house and started there.the whole front of the windows blew out i was lucky as i was to one side,but i had to then stand on the glass which was fucking hot and try again.
as i live in the bush it was sometime for the fire brigade to arrive,and to tell the truth i dont know if we had put out all the flames or they finished it for us as i had passed out from the smoke.
it never got to the bush,but burnt a large part of the house the kids area was o.k but every thing is smoke damaged,and the two rooms one a very large bedroom was burnt out,and totally fucked .
i woke up in the hospital i new the boys where o.k and my dogs etc,but everything in that part was gone,apart from the undies i was wearing.
so i got burnt with second degree burns all over my feet,legs ,arse,and hand,when the bali bombing happened this docter invented this stuff that was a new thing for burn victims,so i am very fucking sore,but i will heal in a few weeks,and the main thing is my kids are safe,and the dogs.
but i am left with a fucking pair of undies and a lot of pain killers,and have been booked into the burns unit on monday for more treatment,that was very unpleasant as they had to cut of all the burnt flesh,not the best time of my life i can tell you they kept asking if i was o.k as it is fucking not a nice thing to have done,but i was so busy biting the pillow i guess they got the drift.
my mates are going back over to get anything that may get me in the shit,from another outhouse .
the cops did not even want to talk to me as it did not start from anything suss,but fuck what a fucked day.
i was supposed to start a new job on monday,which is why i have not been smoking as every job i had gone for wanted alcohol and drug testing done.
glad as it freaked me right out without being stoned on top of all that shit.
the landlord will be pleased i am sure but i did tell them they should have an electrical cut off at the meter ,they never got one,so half the house is fucked,if they do not have a break down as i cant get hold of them they will be freaking out as it is the law.
anyway we are all safe apart from my burns,the boys are cool so that is the main thing as i would have died to get them out if they were in there.
and my new employer was really cool and said the job is still mine when i get better.
that is a good reason not to grow in the house as i would have been fucked if i had been responsible for it.
we are well ,i will be o.k but man it was a fucking horrible thing to see,and it took of so fast there was fuck all i could do to stop it.
guess i will be looking for a new house ,and all so be safe you all,and i will be back on line when i can use a mates computer,as mine is a plastic lump of nothing.
be cool and be safe regards blackout,suitable name when you think about it eh?

I'm kinda lost for words...

omg... thats sucks so much...goodluck on your recovery and your new job


hope you get better


peace

I hope you had insurance =(. I also had a fire 2 years ago and i also lost EVERYTHING except what i was wearing. I hope you get everything worked out ok and if you do have insurance, start your list now cuz it takes around 2 weeks to remember most of the stuff you had. I hope you feel better and for god sakes change those undies =). just something to make you laugh!! I feel for ya bro!!

yeah dude that sucks forreal. fuck fires. I havent been in one since i was an infant *knocks on wood* but it was pretty bad. the important thing is that you and your kids are alright. thats one of the worst ways to go, in my opinion- glad ur still around man haha

thanks to all,kids are safe,i will return to dancing one day,it could have been much worse,since i found out they will keep my job open it is mine,i can have a smoke again,thank fuck,so last night after hospital had my first of some plants my mates ripped up from the garden,in case i got done for them,could have got alot more if it was left,but about six oscars of bud from three outdoor ones,but that is already manicured to dry,good mate||,so dryed a bit in the microwave,which after the fire was a bit ironic really.
they went back and rescued my indoor everything,the growroom did not excist in real quick time,now i have to solve is where to put the fuckers,as they are being hand watered in my girlfriends shed,it has some plastic shit on two strips so they get the sun on them,not enough but gives me time to think ,as they are really healthy,forth week of flowering.
my kids not a scratch or tiny burn,and that is not in the middle as where i put them in order,of concern,but i can not explain how happy i am i could not explain on this forum.
to all at rollitup thanks,and i will be on my girlfirnds computer ,as i cannot walk for at least two ,weeks ,so be prepared, i am smoking again,with nothing to do,but sit on this thing