A Bit Confused

Okay here is the problem. Myself I do not smoke, but hopefully someday I can. Why I don't smoke is because I always get paranoid. Too much when I was young, I think. But lately with some of the varieties, I have been thinking about trying again. Also some of the other drugs like Ecstasy and DMT sound real cool. I do however partake in opium, just absolutly love the feeling. I planned on doing a grow this year of weed, just some of the varieties that are strong Indicas. First my mind said grow a couple, then it said if I grow more I could give it to my friends, then it said grow more an sell. Ended up putting in this huge order for seeds, been planning, and ready to go. At the last second my mind is saying, man you can get in trouble, land your ass in the pen. What about your family, what about my children. But I just am hardwired to grow, I love seeing the plants, I love doing things that people tell me not to do. I think of my friends that really enjoy weed, and I could make there lives better. Constant turmoil, any insight, and please if you are going to come on here and bash me or call me stupid, please leave it to yourself. Peace to all.

I have kids as well. I wouldn't think of trying to sell. If you are caught growing marijuana your children will be taken away, not to mention that you will be locked away from them for up to several years. Your chances of getting caught are exponentially higher if you sell than if you just grow. Giving the stuff away to your friends isn't necessarily a good idea either, as the more people you tell the more likely you are to be caught. If you grow, it's best to keep your mouth shut about it.


Also, I'm not positive, but I think discussion of the illegal sale of controlled substances is against the rules of this forum.

you do opium but dont smoke weed? wait now im confused

VER D said:

you do opium but dont smoke weed? wait now im confused

Click to expand...

Yeah, I suffer from paranoism when I smoke weed, I love the feeling of opiates. I smoked weed heavily through highschool, I think that is where the paranoism comes from. This is my first year growing weed with good genetics, really hopefull that a good Indica, "Oh!Zone" will help my paranoism. Plus I just love the sweet taste of Opium and watching that thick heavy smoke swirl. I use a huge globe so it is kinda like a crystal ball effect.

Just don't try to sell if you've got kids. The small amount of profit you turn won't be worth it when DCF/CPS comes knocking at your door and rips your heart away from you.

really man, if you dont tell ANYONE... and you dont have 4 1000watt hps lights in your room, and you don't have the smell going every which way...there is absolutely no chance of you getting caught (other than a freak accient like the house catching on fire or your friend accidentally walking in on your G room. if its like that, you have nothing to worry about just as long as your careful.

i looove being stoned, but i loooove being sober! you've heard of altered-state learning? if you take the time to tell yourself "What would I be thinking, how would I be speaking, and how would I act if I HAD NOT smoked." After that, I articulate as well as I am able. Anything I've retained will be reflected on when sober, my subconscious will build the fantastic revelation we're all existing to experience, and when I smoke some time later, I find a new insight into the very same revelation that sparks mountains of conversation and contemplation! Look up the study "Cannabis increases brain cell growth." Be intelligent, and your vices won't ever catch up!