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  1. MarijuanaMomma

    Initiation

    Hands that won’t love... Feet that won’t move; the Beloved has been bound… Tears pour out… anger lost… only cold sorrows to wrap around her shoulders for warmth now… Angels are unseen… demons shake the ground within… She sought love; unknowing it was fraught with sorrows and darkness… The...
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    Angel of Crisis

    My soul rises on the wings of the dawn; I am the Angel of Crisis… I soar with the birds… I rise and fall; the ebb and flow of life… I greet the Sun as he rises over this weary world, and I welcome him with a sigh of relief; I have made it through one more night, I am intact, I am whole, I am...
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    Late for Tomorrow

    I am late for tomorrow, before it even arrives. Everything’s so full, what has happened to our lives… You can live for tomorrow, you can live in yesterday. Whichever you choose, in that place you stay… Some hang on to the “glory days,” others hold on to the hope that tomorrow brings...
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    City On a Hill

    Inner peace; the calm swirling pools in my soul where the water slows to meander and rest.. Outer chaos; others thoughts are like bullets, I am constantly caught in the crossfire… Memories of trauma threaten to swallow me whole… I come with good intentions, the very purest I can muster. I...
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    The Heart Cries

    I open my heart to love, or I close it off with hatred… I open my mouth, my voice isn’t there, I long to speak but the words just won’t come. My heart cries out for freedom, but it was denied this long ago. Now I find myself trying to fly upward through the dome of pain my heart created, and...
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    Put Your Lighters Up

    Don't care what the haters say, I still love me some snoop lion or dogg makes no diff to me... come on, put those lighters up, I know you wanna :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_sH_K8vZl8
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    The best, most POTENT strain

    So those of you that grow for medicinal comfort, what, in your opinion, is your fav strain for heavy pain control, talking knock you on your ass heavy?!?
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    Best, most POTENT strains

    So those of you that grow for medicinal comfort, what, in your opinion, is your fav strain for heavy pain control, talking knock you on your ass heavy?!? :D
  9. MarijuanaMomma

    Moving On

    The door has been opened, I just can’t seem to walk through it. The window I was using, is now closed and boarded up, yet I still walk to it for light and expect clear vision into the outside world… It isn’t fear that keeps me from stepping across this precipice, it is humble cautiousness…...
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    Sakura, New Beginnings Take Flight...

    The warm breeze soothes my soul; lifting every scent from the wild flowers, moss, ferns, bark, and trees, up to delight and pleasure my senses. The butterflies join the menagerie, fluttering sweetly in the breeze, lifting, floating; feeding gently on the food the warmth of the day brings to the...
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    alone...

    I feel naked and beaten, my anger won’t even keep me company now... a limp, life-less force I have become. I stare at the wall, as if an answer should suddenly appear, the pain seeps in so very deep… It seeps in through the cracks of this foundation, dark pain – buried deep; the drafts, the...
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    Angel's Cry Out...

    Angel’s Cry Out I open my mouth, I tip my head to the sky. Angel’s cry out, overhead I hear them fly. The sky darkens, the witches fall… To the depths with their brooms, then up again tall. Words fail this mouth, they turn to sand and pour out. My heart is only broken, but it screams...
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    No Man's Land

    I have to wake up. This dream has become a confusing reality and I desperately need to awaken... I tell my legs to move, I instruct my arms to do the same, they oblige... But my heart is another matter all together, it won't budge... It is the biggest mountain of a rock on this green earth...
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    Seeking Sanctuary

    My heart and soul scream out for Sanctuary, where are you? When will you come? My voice is hoarse and my throat full of pain from the dry scratch that is created every time I try and whisper your name. My body trembles under the weight of the pain. I miss You desperately and I need to be...
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    What if...

    What if … What if you are the one, the only one who can un-break this heart… What if you are the only one to help me remember what it is to smile again… What if you are the only one to teach me to trust again, to hold a hand.. What if you are the only one to walk beside me and just be...
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    I am the Rainbow

    My heart was broken long ago but it still beats the ribs around it form a cage. My heart is a bird it was once free and happy full of life and joy. Now it is broken, beaten bloodied... shoved inside a cold steel cage trapped in pain and solitude. If I could but stretch my wings out once more...
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    IndiGo Slam

    Here's a link to a song I wrote recently, rough draft, and my daughter played a couple extra notes in it while recording ;) have a listen, tell me what ya think :)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWqLDM21eBk
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    I am the Rainbow

    http://tammyjflowers.blogspot.com/2013/04/i-am-rainbow.html It is easier to just post a link to my page... Hope you read some and enjoy :)
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    not really a stranger

    Hey, I've been here for years, but kinda had to reset things because I no longer had an email account, and damn stoner forgot her password :) How is everyone? What's good? Talk to me, I need friends, I don't want to be a stranger anymore :):lol:
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    Live Chat Problemn

    So, I can't sign into chat anymore, anyone have any ideas, I have re-installed everything and still cannot get in and I miss it. I contacted RIU twice, nobody has gotten back to me, so very sad.. :) Any ideas? Can't spell problem either, damn stoner! :)
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