Ego death

HeatlessBBQ

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I saw that circle star pattern while I was on 4acodmt. It kept moving and spinning, the circles growing and shrinking and the star morphing. But it was like each change was a solid transition. Like from this to that and nothing in between, if that makes sense. The more I looked at it the more beautiful it became until it just seemed like it was a divine gift to see it. Each angle and refraction was perfect, but the longer it morphed, it seemed the more perfect it was

curves represent the feminine - straight lines as masculine
all in harmony with each other. 13 circles [the fruit of life]
Metatron's Cube creates every platonic solid and many merkaba variations.
 

mikek420

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I will be trying lsdmt tomorrow/tonight, if the LSD gets dropped off at my hotel room in time. I know it is about 4-6 hours of straight bwaaaah? But I'm hoping that these discussions here have helped to navigate me towards a more personal and full Trip
 

HeatlessBBQ

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I will be trying lsdmt tomorrow/tonight, if the LSD gets dropped off at my hotel room in time. I know it is about 4-6 hours of straight bwaaaah? But I'm hoping that these discussions here have helped to navigate me towards a more personal and full Trip
are you smoking it at the peak of the lsd trip???
 

tucker19

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You know what that means...
Amp up n the grams man.
I got about 7-8g sitting ready to go but I've heard and read that 7g + will send you above and beyond like this "ego death" you guys like to dive right into..i dont quite think I'm ready for that you know. But if 5g don't do much.. can i get to that point with the 7-8 I got? Any input definitely appreciated?
 
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Vikerus Forrest

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I will be trying lsdmt tomorrow/tonight, if the LSD gets dropped off at my hotel room in time. I know it is about 4-6 hours of straight bwaaaah? But I'm hoping that these discussions here have helped to navigate me towards a more personal and full Trip
When you have peace and calm before even taking anything. There isn't even anything to "break through" you'll go straight to god mind if you're honest with yourself. Of course, plan for safety before you trip! Hope it's a good one!
 

mikek420

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I have eaten 10 grams almost of shrooms in one sitting. I just felt like jelly and watch the ceiling popcorn dance in pink purple and green halos of light. Not too much, it was penis envy which is pretty strong I've heard. As long as you don't plan on moving should be fine.

@HeatlessBBQ @Vikerus Forrest I plan on smoking it just as j feel the come up before the peak. I've done acid enough times I should be able to do it just right. That way in the 15 minutes it takes me to smoke the DMT blunt I will go from almost there to there. I plan on having plenty to drink and not really move from the bed once I am comfortable. I should have about 5 minutes to find the bed, put out the blunt, which I have an ashtray to drop it in. I will have the room heater warming up the room cause I like to be real warm for some reason. Fan going so I don't stink up the place lol
 

Vikerus Forrest

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I have eaten 10 grams almost of shrooms in one sitting. I just felt like jelly and watch the ceiling popcorn dance in pink purple and green halos of light. Not too much, it was penis envy which is pretty strong I've heard. As long as you don't plan on moving should be fine.
Nice! I couldn't get a hold of PE spores but I did manage to grow Cambos, had a full 2'' cap on one of my final flushes (over a year ago.)
 

mikek420

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My friend is gonna drop off 3 hits of acid and 2.5 grams of mushroom powder in the morning. I have 2 limes chilling in the fridge. I have about .25 g of DMT, I'll probably smoke a little today, I find that the day BEFORE I want to trip hard on DMT if I smoke a little it feels easier for my body and mind to accept it.

Ok for you guys with mushroom experience, this is a biggie. I'm planning my trip tomorrow after Thanksgiving dinner, having a family friend drop off some food for me and I don't wanna be tripping my eyes out when the get here! Son the shroom question... Obviously I am planning on limeing up that shroom powder. What would be a good dose? I was thinking maybe cut it in about half (approx 1.25 grams each serving) take one while on lsdmt, and the other serving when
1. I think I can handle it while on lsdmtpsylobin
Or
2. At a later date
Is that too much? Obviously it won't kill me, I'm not worried about that, my main concern is will I be disrespectful of them? Or will I just open myself to a very high state of mind?

I'm not feeling too well tonight or I'd try to get it now (12 hours working in a 110° room... Not kablamo!) But since I have a headache and have been drinking a little I feel it will be much more beneficial to myself if I wait till tomorrow. I don't have to work till 9 am Friday so if I finish dinner by 5, start my trip around 6-7, I'll have about 14-15 hours to trip and recover. I'm putting a lot of planning and intent behind this one, I really really really really want to be able to achieve ego death, and learn something. Hopefully I can find a pen and blank scraps of paper to write on, I notice that I remember so much more of my trips when I make myself WANT to bring something back for you guys. I honestly hope that I'll be able to help some of you further enhance your trips by my experiences and intent and to help share knowledge that I, MIKE receive and in the same time that you will share your knowledge with me (and everyone else). I'll probably sleep most of the day tomorrow to get myself in a nice and relaxed mood. The three hits of acid should just be magical on their own but adding DMT to the mix, and possibly psylocobin... Yummy! @DaSprout eat that shit kid I know you're gonna say it. I hope I remember everything. From the initial fear ( I almost always say who the **** dosed me with LSD? Oh wait it was me!?) Lmao! To the come up where I blissfully let go of that fear, and hopefully to the connection with a supreme being and the come down where I find myself in this body once more. Goodnight and much love to each of you.
 

DaSprout

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My friend is gonna drop off 3 hits of acid and 2.5 grams of mushroom powder in the morning. I have 2 limes chilling in the fridge. I have about .25 g of DMT, I'll probably smoke a little today, I find that the day BEFORE I want to trip hard on DMT if I smoke a little it feels easier for my body and mind to accept it.

Ok for you guys with mushroom experience, this is a biggie. I'm planning my trip tomorrow after Thanksgiving dinner, having a family friend drop off some food for me and I don't wanna be tripping my eyes out when the get here! Son the shroom question... Obviously I am planning on limeing up that shroom powder. What would be a good dose? I was thinking maybe cut it in about half (approx 1.25 grams each serving) take one while on lsdmt, and the other serving when
1. I think I can handle it while on lsdmtpsylobin
Or
2. At a later date
Is that too much? Obviously it won't kill me, I'm not worried about that, my main concern is will I be disrespectful of them? Or will I just open myself to a very high state of mind?

I'm not feeling too well tonight or I'd try to get it now (12 hours working in a 110° room... Not kablamo!) But since I have a headache and have been drinking a little I feel it will be much more beneficial to myself if I wait till tomorrow. I don't have to work till 9 am Friday so if I finish dinner by 5, start my trip around 6-7, I'll have about 14-15 hours to trip and recover. I'm putting a lot of planning and intent behind this one, I really really really really want to be able to achieve ego death, and learn something. Hopefully I can find a pen and blank scraps of paper to write on, I notice that I remember so much more of my trips when I make myself WANT to bring something back for you guys. I honestly hope that I'll be able to help some of you further enhance your trips by my experiences and intent and to help share knowledge that I, MIKE receive and in the same time that you will share your knowledge with me (and everyone else). I'll probably sleep most of the day tomorrow to get myself in a nice and relaxed mood. The three hits of acid should just be magical on their own but adding DMT to the mix, and possibly psylocobin... Yummy! @DaSprout eat that shit kid I know you're gonna say it. I hope I remember everything. From the initial fear ( I almost always say who the **** dosed me with LSD? Oh wait it was me!?) Lmao! To the come up where I blissfully let go of that fear, and hopefully to the connection with a supreme being and the come down where I find myself in this body once more. Goodnight and much love to each of you.
Damn. What a long and considerate post. Considerate of your own intentions. And the thougtful aspirations of your planned journey. In my own way. I am proud of you and your commitment in your exploration of the full psychedelic experience. Not many would willingly traverse this path. Even then. I have known a majority of "unintentional psychonauts" throw themselves into this realm just out of reckless abandonment. Using the excuse of "I don't care." . But still searching. None the less. Covering up their true intentions or feelings for the medicinal need of the experience itself. Society and its considered mass generalized beliefs can be a harsh grasp to pull away from. Good luck Mike. And whichever doses that you ingest or inhale. And yes.
@mikek420 . I would most definitely say.
Eat that shit kiiiiiddddd!!!!!!
 

mikek420

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Damn guys I wish everyone could be at my place for Thanksgiving, more than enough love to go around! He just left here, gave me an extremely large line of ketamine (so large I actually made him take some out lol it was like 2 inches of white powder I've never done before lol. The disassociation that went with it did a lot to get my mind relaxed.

I've got the mushrooms in lime juice just waiting on tgiving dinner to arrive. My fingers taste of psylocibin lol and soon everything will taste of weird. I have to work at 9 am tomorrow so all day resting and sleeping, I want to start my journey around 5-6 so I get around 15-13 hours to go and come back and leave time to get ready for work! 3 doses of lysergic acid diethylamide 0.225 grams of dimethyltriptamine, I might just do 0.10 grams.. And 2.48 grams of psylocibin containing penis envy shroom powder! I hope that I am being responsible about it. I think there will be a very rewarding message later for everyone, once I remember my own name! I got a lot of prep going on for this to make sure my heart and mind are in the right place. I'm looking at this as a lesson instead of "let's get FUCKED UP!!" so I already know that I will get more out of it. Just gotta find a pen or something gah! Should be around here somewhere

And, the lsdritual. I think everyone will have a very good understanding of what all the bicycle means.
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DaSprout

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Damn guys I wish everyone could be at my place for Thanksgiving, more than enough love to go around! He just left here, gave me an extremely large line of ketamine (so large I actually made him take some out lol it was like 2 inches of white powder I've never done before lol. The disassociation that went with it did a lot to get my mind relaxed.

I've got the mushrooms in lime juice just waiting on tgiving dinner to arrive. My fingers taste of psylocibin lol and soon everything will taste of weird. I have to work at 9 am tomorrow so all day resting and sleeping, I want to start my journey around 5-6 so I get around 15-13 hours to go and come back and leave time to get ready for work! 3 doses of lysergic acid diethylamide 0.225 grams of dimethyltriptamine, I might just do 0.10 grams.. And 2.48 grams of psylocibin containing penis envy shroom powder! I hope that I am being responsible about it. I think there will be a very rewarding message later for everyone, once I remember my own name! I got a lot of prep going on for this to make sure my heart and mind are in the right place. I'm looking at this as a lesson instead of "let's get FUCKED UP!!" so I already know that I will get more out of it. Just gotta find a pen or something gah! Should be around here somewhere

And, the lsdritual. I think everyone will have a very good understanding of what all the bicycle means.
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Wow oh wow wow
Lol! Enjoy kiiidddddd!!!!
 

mikek420

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There was something waiting for me

the breakthrough was like silk I felt it physically separate me from the reality here and now and I went into an underwater temple, where a kundalini was waiting for me and has been here for several hours I felt his whole presence appear in front of me I heard him speaking I saw pictures and everything is slowly oozing back to reality
 
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