cob led noob help

Okay so I know amazon has cheap and crappy leds which should be avoided like incurable VD! That being said I have read great things about timber, rapidled and few other brands. I’m not afraid of dyi kits This is what I’m looking at...

So I have chosen to buy 4 Vero29 SE 7th gen. Now for the questions. Is there any place I can order them that ship from inside Europe. I looked it up on digikey and it would cost me around 30€ for shipping and about 20€ for VAT , that's about 50€ for nothing which is almkst the price I would...