someone who will smoke with me, play video games with me, go on late night adventures with me, who loves sex just as much as i do---i'm not talking someone who likes to have quick sex and call it a wrap. i want a guy who will spend an hour on foreplay if i feel like it.
i want someone who i can laugh for hours with
someone who appreciates me for me
what sucks the most is i have a best guy friend who has all the qualities i'm looking for--except i don't know about the sex stuff because we've never had sex---but he's told me he finds me beautiful (i don't think he actually does though, i have really low self esteem), we can spend all of our free time together and never get sick of each other. we always have fun.
i told him i liked him and he said he doesn't ever see us dating..that we're too good of friends.
i feel like i'm never going to find someone i get along so well with. and we spend most of time together still.
and it sucks cause i feel like it's just the way i look
what do you look for in a s/o ?