SomeGuy's LED & Other Grows. 2014-15 Season

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SomeGuy

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Electrician. Shows up tomorrow at 9 and we have move in inspection at 10. Its all good though.

I am getting closer to flipping. Probably tomorrow night.

2*4 veg tent. Pretty empty right now. Have to take cuts in the cloner before flipping.
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4*4 with 9 10gl in it. Ready to go
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4*4 with 16 5gl. Transplanted 10 last night. Ready also
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Take care all. Trying to get through this month! :-)
 

SomeGuy

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House has fucked up wiring. Not even permited and done shorty. Electrician says its screwed. I ampissed. Will be litigation g w them. Found a local friend.to house my grow. Move it this weekend. My folks are making it possible to just buy right now.

I'm offline for bit. Those of you that know me can reach me by cell or email.

See you all on the flip side when this ride is over.

~SG
 

SomeGuy

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FUCK.

I am very slowly coming down from a bad panic attack. It was only my second one. Last one I had was a few months ago. maybe 2months after dads stroke. Problem is... this one happened at work. Im still here recovering. have to get good enough to drive. Im high enough up that my superiors are unaware but I have to make them aware since I had a full on meltdown. Sucks big ass... I cant control it at all. Now I feel like shit and pretty worthless and weak. At least my colleague was very nice about it. Helped me quite a bit. Doesnt make me feel any better though....


I should mention I never had anxiety like this before. I
 

fumble

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sorry to hear that SG...I get them myself and they really suck. I had one at the bbq Mo. Can't offer much help except just roll with it. Recognizing it for what it is really helps. The more I try to fight it, the worse it gets. Hope you feel better SG. Glad your co worker was helpful.
 

eastcoastmo

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Oh shit SG, really sorry to hear of your issues and anxiety :( i suffer from it pretty bad hey. I found this natural remedy called rescue remedy made with elderflower, works really well. Other than that, just breathe and smoke a pipe. I really hope you can get everything sorted mate.
 

Mohican

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I am pretty sure these episodes are caused by depleting your stores of adrenaline after pushing yourself too hard. Slow things down and keep tasks manageable. I know you are an overachiever and it will take some time.
 

Javadog

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Yes, and stress.

I was set to post all pissed about the wiring....this is worse.

But it will be behind you soon enough. Be open where you
can, with those you trust. In this day and age, most things
are protected from rash action, with Illness being one.

Let us know if there is anything we can do.

I had one once, when I was messed up about what I was
trying to do, and it was like a Heart Attack, esp at first.

Very sorry,

JD
 

stoneslacker

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SG keep your head up man! Hate to see bad things happen to good people, tears me up.

The universe is made up of a multitude of waves. Life itself also takes the form of a wave. Just
try to remember that when you down in the lowest part of the trench, there is a crest not too far
behind to bring you back up.

ATB man.
 

SomeGuy

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Grow is at my friends place. Flipped them all. Will take cuts tomorrow and feed everyone. Gonna be big this time.

I'm still taking the ativan as ive been on the verge a bit since the attack. But I know I will get through.


Parents are gonna get us their real estate attorney to deal w these people for me and they are gonna help us just buy. So glad grow is moved for now.


I have a lot of folks worried about me having these. Not what I wanted....sigh. We have several of our friends coming to stay soon. They made plans after my wife blabbed.

I'm just trying to keep myself u der wraps. Bag! More bag!
 

SomeGuy

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Doing better some. Visit from friends helped. I'm not doing too bad on these ladies six days into 12/12 either. Despite moving them three times before flipping

9-10gl smart pots
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16-5gl smart pots
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Cloner and veggers
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I'm still growing at least.... We talk to the owners of this place tomorrow morning. You wont all believe how far i took them on this. Got em scared. My folks and I are close to done getting prequalified... Soon we hope to be house hunting.


Take care all. Best wishes to you! Still got the anxiety and may for a while I guess... Gonna work through it. :-)
 
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