Sniper turned Grower :)

my situation pretty bad EVERYWHERE LOL

I live in Canada.. my daughter lives with her mom in a trailer in NM.. her mom has 6 kids including my daughter.. none of them have fathers cause "all the fathers are horrible people"... Ive offered help.. Ive opffered to have them move up here so my daughter can get her canadian citizenship and health care.. shes only 2.5 years old... so I only seen her two times.. when she was born... and a few months ago... for about a week.... no matyter what I do its not good enough, she just does whatever she can to try n bring me down to her level.. and she knows that i LOVE my daughter very much.. so no mtter what ll never go away

so I decided to just go back to school.. hence me getting my B.sc in plant sciences starting in sept... all i can do is improve myself mentally.. and try not to let this pain take me under.. Im dealing with a LOT bro... thats why im on here asked people to get to know me, and to help m out with my grows as they go... Im gona work with the Tora Bora for a while, as it has a 11% CBD count... which for my heavy chronic pain & no sleep, mucle spasms etc... i need the heaviest stone or couch lock whatever you wanna call it I can get

sorry man. i just noticed i was a day late on my pain meds too.. LOL no wonder i been so hot today

GuerillaGrowers said:

sorry man. i just noticed i was a day late on my pain meds too.. LOL no wonder i been so hot today

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ohhh yeah that'll do it. I have too many memory pills left in the bottle ... not sure why ... lol cn

i wear a fentanyl patch.. one of those ones that lasts for 3 days, then u have to put on another one.. better then taking tons of oxy pills a day in my opinion.. but if you get too busy growing plants, and forget a day, you get a little grumpy after 6-7 years of being on it..LOL ESPECIALLY when your daughters mother has been bothering you all week and using your daughter as bait my appologies if I came off lie I ws attacking you LOL

GuerillaGrowers said:

i wear a fentanyl patch.. one of those ones that lasts for 3 days, then u have to put on another one.. better then taking tons of oxy pills a day in my opinion.. but if you get too busy growing plants, and forget a day, you get a little grumpy after 6-7 years of being on it..LOL ESPECIALLY when your daughters mother has been bothering you all week and using your daughter as bait my appologies if I came off lie I ws attacking you LOL

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Can't get a lawyer? Take custody? Kidna.. nevermind.

no, would like to LOL

part of the reason im going back to school.. so i can earn some REAL money to hire a lawyer and get her up here in Canada with me

or hit her mom up from the top of a bldg... LOL

No need to snipe at her. cn

Sure sounds shitty. I can only Imagine how hard it is for you, that you can't see your daughter much. ;(
I'm a noob too, but would be happy to help with anything (Tho I won't be on the forums for more than a month now). Good luck dude

what you got a "bird" of? some good greens? LOL

i wanna see some pics. guerilla you should do some time lapse grow vids so you can watch your plants grow from seed to harvest in like 5 minutes. ive seen a few and i find them really cool to watch

thats what Im gonna do... Im making a documentary of my experience since Im legal in Canada, and my cam corder can take stills, so im making a album as we speak.. i just havent figured out how to get the pics & video on to my laptop yet so I can upload it.... otherwise thered be pics already

My girls are between 3-5 nodes high, all pretty healthy,(holding breath) I over water'd accidentally other day... i have 4 of them LST'd... the one that's in the aerogarden i topped last night, and i left a few to grow naturally.. i like this strain, tastes good, and PRETTY STRONG... gonna grow some more after my Tora Bora grow... and I have a mother I call the "Buthcher of the basement" I used to use hr to practice doing clones, as they sent me free seeds wit my order, and then I used her to try out different pruning techniques.. looking to see how this particular strain responds best, so i can document it in my grow journal.. how much each style produced, etc etc.. as there all under the same 600 watter same food etc

lets see some sniper pics!

Im gonna flower her out, or try to when my baby girls are ready to flower.. she has about 10? tops around and about LOL not the healthist looking plant, but that wasnt hr point, she was a "martyr" she took one for the team.... its a good idea i recommend to anyone.. anytime u grow a new strain, sit one aside, grow it out a bit earlier, and use it to see how it responds to things like LST, topping, FIM'ing etc

drolove said:

lets see some sniper pics!

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I didnt realize so many people would want to look at pics of a guy in uniform, with a vest on..LOL or I woulda just put the thing about my plant science degree and left it at that LOL

Im gonna do a separate album somewhere with all my G20 behind the red zone pics etc... like Obama landing on the train tracks, some of the hot ass lady cops in uniform etc... and anything thats not still private etc Ill post in there, so its not in the "grow" area.. I never asked for any attention or props or anything, Im just here to learn how to grow... but apparently others find it intreresting... so be it I guess to each there own

I did a post in indoor about the extra equipment i have laying around... its enough to make a nice system i think... check it out if you have time... im still learning this website etc.. i never sat round computer before, but I like the people onthis site.. VERY INTELLIGNET, and a LOT of experienced growers, to help me become one!