sad day.

so my high school sweetheart and I split up after a 8 year relationship, and today was the first day my little girl went to go stay with her mom, a fucking hole in my life now exists that sadly no amount of weed can feel. so im gonna ask some fellow growers and tokers that have experience in this shit how and what actions they take to help deal with the gosh dang lonliness, because going from hearing daddy daddy all the time to knowing you wont hear it for a week at a time is a pretty lonely feeling. thanks all .

whileilaydying said:

so my high school sweetheart and I split up after a 8 year relationship, and today was the first day my little girl went to go stay with her mom, a fucking hole in my life now exists that sadly no amount of weed can feel. so im gonna ask some fellow growers and tokers that have experience in this shit how and what actions they take to help deal with the gosh dang lonliness, because going from hearing daddy daddy all the time to knowing you wont hear it for a week at a time is a pretty lonely feeling. thanks all .

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My friend, add on to your plight...unemployment, still no job, a foreclosed home, and a bankrupcy. All, except the job loss, thanks to my wife leaving and taking my 2 teenage girls with her. I was a mess. Although the weed helped me by uplifting my spirits, it never fully took away the emptiness and anquish I was experiencing daily from the time I woke till bedtime. Only time and lots of phone calls to your daughter will make the pain truly go away. It's been 18 months since my split. I speak to my girls daily....about school, boys, their friends....and I see them every weekend. It will get better.......I promise. Maybe you can get a script from your doc for a mild anti anxiety or anti depressant. I did.....used it for 3 months, than weaned myself off them. No shame, no one will know. They just "level" everything out. And they take the edge off the ill feeling your having..Be tough friend, it will get better!!