quitting the herb...its overrated!

well what can i say i was born in 1995 month and its kinda hard acknowledging i have a problem..but ill try to explain this best i could ,cause honestly i got dreams that keep me up at night and wake me early in the morning. HERES A LIL BIT BOUT ME.......

yeah i been suicidal, yeah my fiancee gave up on me, yeah ine been up for a while, yeah i have taughts of killing fake ppl everyday , yeah it had some people did me wrong, but na i ain mad i just wanna get even...honestly im tryna do good and get right.

well been blowing kush for like 6 years every year seems i have more to smoke then on my last year, and its like such a challenge to stop cause tbh due to the lack of work where im from. Im forced to grow, i happened to leave school with 6 cxc subjects and still havent been able to find a job to meet the criteria. Ive been a dishwasher, prepchef, laundry attendent,and a freaking gardener for a 10 acre property. sign yeah i been through the wringer BUT i refuse to give up even tho im kinda losing hope.....

and im the type of nigga to take a pound of weed over the boarder not knowing if the cops gunna be outside with the dogs today..yeah im the type who dont give a fuck but will give a fuck to reach his dreams...

so enjoy my journey..
dondeeno
1mre spliff after this and then imma start

You need a professional to help you
But honestly why come to a pot forum to say you're quitting
Go to a depression forum or a new lifestyle forum they will probably be better for you

If you are suffering I would highly recommend the book "A New Earth " by Eckhart Tolle. If you really need help overcoming your depression you can inbox me. I'm not a doctor but I am a spiritual counselor who volunteers at the psyche ward of a local hospital.

Hey, I run CBT recovery groups for addicts and just wanted to say good luck. I love weed but I think, like anything, it has to be done for the right reasons in the right circumstances or it'll become a crutch that eventually keeps you down.
It can really damage a person's self esteem being unable to find work, especially if you're already suffering depression or anxiety, but try to reconnect with things you enjoy; I always tell my group to find what they're passionate about cos that's what gets us through the day in my opinion, working on something we give a shit about which in turn builds up confidence and gives us a sense of achievement which really can make a huge difference to our quality of life. Also maybe look into mindfulness exercises as they're a really good way of staying in the moment and being positive. Remember depression is a medical condition like any other so there is no shame in seeking professional help and cognitive behavioural therapy works wonders for a lot of people.
I really hope it all comes together for you, good luck

Cannacat said:

Hey, I run CBT recovery groups for addicts and just wanted to say good luck. I love weed but I think, like anything, it has to be done for the right reasons in the right circumstances or it'll become a crutch that eventually keeps you down.
It can really damage a person's self esteem being unable to find work, especially if you're already suffering depression or anxiety, but try to reconnect with things you enjoy; I always tell my group to find what they're passionate about cos that's what gets us through the day in my opinion, working on something we give a shit about which in turn builds up confidence and gives us a sense of achievement which really can make a huge difference to our quality of life. Also maybe look into mindfulness exercises as they're a really good way of staying in the moment and being positive. Remember depression is a medical condition like any other so there is no shame in seeking professional help and cognitive behavioural therapy works wonders for a lot of people.
I really hope it all comes together for you, good luck

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Great post! Could not agree more. The key to content/happiness/whatever it is that you think you're looking for... IMVHO

Weeds not for everyone. regardless of strain despite what some say.

I remember that I used to constantly smoke weed. OG Kush was my fave. Any strain was necessary all day every day. Now I can't even really stand the stuff. Total opposite of how I used to be.
Good luck man.

New Age United said:

If you are suffering I would highly recommend the book "A New Earth " by Eckhart Tolle. If you really need help overcoming your depression you can inbox me. I'm not a doctor but I am a spiritual counselor who volunteers at the psyche ward of a local hospital.

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If that's you in the pic I'm suffering severely.....ohh ohh help me