Don't feel too bad.
Whenever I feel like killing a person, I grow a plant, then right when it's all good and glory....
I WATERBOARD THE BITCH
POUR ACID ON HER
SLICE HER UP WITH A SWORD
CUT OFF HER FINGERS ONE BY ONE
SLIT HER THROAT
HANG HER FROM A TREE
THEN LIGHT THE BITCH ON FIRE
After that is all said and done, I feel peace.