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crazyman

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from age 14 to 19 i had always smoked and it felt like it was the greatest thing ever too me , but one day it seemed like smoking just turned its back on me , i would be a nervous wreck , paranoid , always thinkin in worst case scenario, i would get self conciense , and i would really get on some conspiracy theory type sh#*t. I just wanna get blowed and chill but it seems like i lost that ability. can anyone help:confused:
 
AllMeatNoPotato

AllMeatNoPotato

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as wise person once told me that when you smoke, you reveal yourself to yourself. you need to get your ducks in a row. take care of the things your have wronged. make sure you are in the right state of mind, body, and spirituality. i was like you when you were young then it changed. I used to go through huge mental battles when I smoked. it was spiritual battles. my mind and my soul were battling for what I believed. I was raised christian but the older I got the more I started to question things. when I told myself I was agnostic my mind settled down and my buzz came back to the way it used to be. funny now cuz I think I side more with Hindus than anything else. maybe this applies to you or maybe not who knows. I have never told anybody this before and I doubt I will speak of it again. iy puts my mind at ease to speak of it though. thanks for listening. now you can chew me up and say I need prozak or something lol.
 
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BaconSquishy

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Meat thats pretty deep. Never thought of it like that before. Luckily my buzz has nothing against me, at least not now but who knows whats in the future. Still makes me think though. Thank you.
 
skunkushybrid

skunkushybrid

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A lot like meat for me too. Battles when I was younger, now I know who and what I am.

Paranoia can also be something as little as feeling stoned but not wanting anyone to know... but you just know that they can tell. The best thing to do is to develop feel-good exercises... remember a happy time and go back there for a while... re-live the smiles.
 
buzzardbreath

buzzardbreath

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Seems like a good time to bring back a good ole philosophical thread.

Good ganja definitely lets one look inward and outward through a third eye.
 
Hookabelly

Hookabelly

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AllMeatNoPotato said:
as wise person once told me that when you smoke, you reveal yourself to yourself. you need to get your ducks in a row. take care of the things your have wronged. make sure you are in the right state of mind, body, and spirituality.
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This is actually true for me. Otherwise I get paranoid. I have to go into it w/ the correct state of mind
 
thewanderingjack

thewanderingjack

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Ten years (or not... depending on whether or not you believe in time and using it to refer to the progressive change in states around us) and a tiny somewhat random thread pops back up... I love it.

I think AllMeat was right, though my take is a little less... idk.

Whenever I do stuff, drink, smoke, psychedelics... my state of mind/attitude defines the effects to a really great degree. If I am angry when I start drinking I will be an angry drunk... If I am angry, and drink to relax and chill out, that will prob be what happens...

It's not all that spiritual or anything, just psychological, maybe a bit bio-chemical. Though psychology and bio-chemistry are spiritual to me, in their ways...
 
thewanderingjack

thewanderingjack

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buzzardbreath said:
That's good stuff, I might add that to my signature. If I knew how to add quoted stuff to it my sig...newb.
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awah I am blushing... I think you just have to use this code/format:

QUOTE="buzzardbreath, post: 12831958, member: 916637"]That's good stuff, I might add that to my signature. If I knew how to add quoted stuff to it my sig...newb.[/QUOTE

with [ ] around it.

So, if you hit Reply on a post, then copy the quote post and paste it into your sig it should work, let me know. I'm also new here. :)
 
buzzardbreath

buzzardbreath

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thewanderingjack said:
awah I am blushing... I think you just have to use this code/format:

QUOTE="buzzardbreath, post: 12831958, member: 916637"]That's good stuff, I might add that to my signature. If I knew how to add quoted stuff to it my sig...newb.[/QUOTE

with [ ] around it.

So, if you hit Reply on a post, then copy the quote post and paste it into your sig it should work, let me know. I'm also new here. :)
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Before you know it, I'm gonna have one of those annoyingly overbounding sigs...oh well!
 
GardenGnome83

GardenGnome83

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How about you look to science, not a bunch of guys on rollitup? Research why it happens. There is science behind it...
Are you 20 years old? You could be genetically predisposed to psychotic disorders, and high thc, low cbd augments the psychosis.
If it is normal paranoia, like worrying about the cop that pulled behind you, just find a mellow strain. Build up to the super sativas, smoke kush.
 
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