my recent split with my fiance

BTKlotusninja420

BTKlotusninja420

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Hey yall hows everybody doin?

i have to be on some of that old buzzkill shit lol. about three weeks ago i split with my fiance/best friend of 5 years. i have been in a very dangerously depressed state (some suicidal thoughts and whatnot) Now i know that i broke up with her but is really hard for me to let go at this point (ive been on a steady diet of mtn dew and bud) she cheated on me a few times and i suppose im just a really nice guy because im so forgiving of people,i really try to keep the peace but everytime i do someone walks all over me..is this normal for me to be feeling this? (im in tears as we speak) i tried to get her back but now i guess im in the past with her. please any advice feel free to be brutally honost because i feel like im running out of options.


Stay wicked and blazed bongsmilie

DJ kozmo tha killa
 
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LandofZion

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It doesnt help much right now but the pain will go away. Force yourself to work and stay busy and you will pull through it. If you keep hanging on you will only go through the pain again with a cheater. You made the hard but right decision.
 
DWR

DWR

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I'll tell you this and i dont know much ^^

but one thing, nice guys fucking finish last with women ! You have to be agressive(not body wise... but mentaly ) , you have to make clear what you want... meaning she cant walk over you..

In my fucking opinion your not the one to be fucking blamed and you shouldnt be fucking thinking off suicide m8 :(

I feel you, but death is no way better than living your life to the fullest, and believe me dude, if she walks over you theres no point..

when you die, will you like to think of that life..

Or would you rather just start new and actually b listned to, respected....

Im sorry for your loss, but i can surely tell you its not fucking worth doing suicide, i have seen this happen many times, where people would buy 4 packet of aspirin and try to swallow them, only when they came to take them they were emptyd... by me .....

please man, i swear if you realy feel bad come to my house take holidays ;)

we will have fun, just dont take the other path man
 
Sunnysideup

Sunnysideup

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LET HER GO!!! Look the other way and scream "NEXT" There are plenty of chicks out there.....plenty of chicks that want a nice, honest and morally correct man...And, always remember karma....believe me, she will get hers one day. Keep her kicked to the curb!!

And always remember, the best revenge in life is living life well.
:peace:
 
BTKlotusninja420

BTKlotusninja420

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thank you guys/girls im just in a weird state right now..just waiting to get my hydro setup and runnin..i love all of you good people here on rollit up! and DWR thank you for the invite homie you can invite me as a friend and i may just end up rollin up your way in the future with some of that chocolope..lol im crying like a punk right now but hopefully it will all be ok soon.

much love to everybody here,hope to get to know a few of you personally!


DJ kozmo tha Killa aka Zack
 
DWR

DWR

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BTKlotusninja420 said:
thank you guys/girls im just in a weird state right now..just waiting to get my hydro setup and runnin..i love all of you good people here on rollit up! and DWR thank you for the invite homie you can invite me as a friend and i may just end up rollin up your way in the future with some of that chocolope..lol im crying like a punk right now but hopefully it will all be ok soon.

much love to everybody here,hope to get to know a few of you personally!


DJ kozmo tha Killa aka Zack
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Smokes on me fucking hell man !!!!!!!!!!!! :D damn !!!!!!!!!!!! :hug:
 
DWR

DWR

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BTKlotusninja420 said:
fuck yea! the shitty thing is i bought her like a 4000 dollar ring and she abused that..but hell yea im definently down for blazeing at the moment :joint:
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bahahah lets laugh and say she needs the money otherwise she wouldnt survive

toast to that ! :mrgreen::blsmoke:
 
SmokeyMcSmokester

SmokeyMcSmokester

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put it in the past..you made the right decision. best thing to do now is REBOUND!!:hump: it'll keep your mind off her, and give you something new and interesting to look forward to.
 
Sunnysideup

Sunnysideup

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DWR said:
;) LETS FUCKING DO A GROUP SESSION









HELL YEAH I GOT PLENTY ROOMS FREE :D

only 2 actually :P but hell YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :mrgreen:
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Oh hell yeah!! Count me in! The op will be cheered up in no time at all with all of us! Lets Go!!! I am so ready!bongsmilie:peace::joint:
 
Sunnysideup

Sunnysideup

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BTKlotusninja420 said:
yea i almost killed her myself when i walked in on her and my "friend"
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Right there! She must stay gone!!! I am telling you and I know you won't believe me, but in a year you will be so happy you stayed away from her! I am telling you, time does heal wounds. Give yourself that time you need and when you feel down come out here! We are always here, around the clock and we listen too.:peace:

DWR said:
:mrgreen::blsmoke: So am I ............. Fancy the summer or the winter more ?
i prefer both, you guys should come both seasons...
What a little pussy your * friend *
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I like both! I am game anytime! I love traveling, especially with fellow stoners!bongsmilie
 
DWR

DWR

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Sunnysideup said:
Right there! She must stay gone!!! I am telling you and I know you won't believe me, but in a year you will be so happy you stayed away from her! I am telling you, time does heal wounds. Give yourself that time you need and when you feel down come out here! We are always here, around the clock and we listen too.:peace:


I like both! I am game anytime! I love traveling, especially with fellow stoners!bongsmilie
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Sure, i am thinking of going to amsterdam mid summer, i think a road trip down there would be cool.. with some of my other fellow stoners * and you guys :D * :D

but only if you guys come otherwise i wont go..... i need english people around me so i can let of some english jokes... i cant do it in my language, there all stuborn... i think i had to train each of my m8's for my humor..;)
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DWR

DWR

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;) BTK your welcome any time m8.... come over for a little holiday to ease your mind m8
 
BTKlotusninja420

BTKlotusninja420

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DWR said:
:mrgreen::blsmoke: So am I ............. Fancy the summer or the winter more ?

i prefer both, you guys should come both seasons...




What a little pussy your * friend *
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yea i agree i let his fat ass live in my house because his mom was hooked on smack and he wanted to be someplace else. needless to say i have minor trust issues with human lol

oh and he got his and by i mean he got his he took a slight whack from a wood baseball bat to the back of the head lol

stay wicked and blazed :twisted:bongsmilie

dj kozmo the killa
 
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