most life-changing psychedelic experience youve ever had

hey everyone.....

i was just sending a pm to a friend discussing hallucinogens and i felt that since i never put this into words before it might be better to share it with the world than one person....

anyway... i had about .75oz of pure organic nn-organic-DMT and was smoking it with friends recreationally about .05g at a time... yeah we did some .2 doses extremely visual but nothing to write home about... i'm sitting at home, no weed, no booze, no nothing except a SHIT TON of organic DMT. so i decide to quit pussyfooting around, stop tip-toeing through the tulips and get straight down to business. now, i have had many strong DMT experiences, and mind you ,a strong DMT experience is enough to make an extreme d-LSD-25 experience look like nothing more than a few flintstone vitamins. i decide to double my highest dose so far: SMOKING .4g of dmt...... now i made a slight miscalculation this "gram" i was holding, it was actually a half a ball(eight ball[1.7g]) so when i eyed out just under half a gram i was really eyeing out approximately .7g of [nn-organic-DMT!!!!]

long story short; my experience goes as follows..............


the dmt trip was amazing... and allow me to clarify... this was ORGANIC DMT, not that mechanical 5-meo-DMT shit, that stuff makes me sick. anyway.........

i hit the pipe and soon after i was floating above my body looking in... my body seemed to be made of glass, but it was a solid... like i could look through me... but for some reason could only see to the other side... anyway i'm floating above myself. so then i see a sparkle on my human self's heart so i begin to try and discuss the matter with my human self... i couldnt hear myself so spiritual me reached toward human me and tried to make contact with him... i touch his heart to tell him but he doesnt notice... my fingers are caught like flypaper... i cannot free myself from the grasp.... i feel impending danger and i am extremely nervous now... my fingers are stuck to my heart then my arm starts feeling tugs on it... strange i think, but i dont fight it.... i feel like im getting pulled toward my own chest, so i bite the bullet and dive in(to my own chest)..... i wake up on a beach and am surrounded by clear sand.... im on a beach... a completely psychedelic beach...... but not psychedelic as in colorful..... psychedelic as in completely refracted mindstate(refracted as in separated into many parts and able to see things in many different lights and from many different angles)......... so anyway im on this beach and i feel an enormous sense of purpose so i look around, nothing for miles in any direction so i start walking north.... (no way to know it was north but thats what i thought at the time) so i'm walking north and all of a sudden i see something shimmer in the distance...... i run toward the shimmer until i collapse and the shimmer meets me half way, it was an ordinary pair of bathroom tweezers... i know the tweezers must have some significance so i hold them to my heart.................... nothing.... i think they must be important so i grip them tighter......... still nothing... i hold them to my third eye and i see a projection in front of me.... its almost like blueprints..... i can see what i need to do, but not what the final product will be.......... the tweezers tell me to build. build what you ask? a castle.... no, a fortress...... no, a domain... so i build this "domain" (which i will later define as a kingdom)...... the kingdom of my mind...... so i build an entire kingdom out of nothing but the grains of sand on this H20-less beach, and i'm standing there looking at my finished product, when i hear a voice call to me......... theres something eerie, almost scary about the voice..... but i go on instinct, i follow the voice and am led to the highest most beautiful and elegant room in the entire kingdom...... the room is dark. pitch dark. all of a sudden a light brightens the whole room and i feel as though i am basking in the warm glow of pure love..... through the light i see several shadows.... these shadows give me a bad feeling..... not dismissable like the ones i had before... this feeling is unmistakable and evil.... i begin to cry... my heart stops.... i feel my heart stop... wait did i just die? NO, the shadows move closer... i hear a voice, but it is a language that is unrecognizable to me. for some reason this makes me even sadder.... i begin to try and tell the shadows that i cannot understand them or speak their language, but as i go to mention this i hear the words i am saying...... THEY ARE THE SAME LANGUAGE AS THE SHADOWS!!!!!!.... so i ask them who they are and they reply...... (those of you who have had your experience with DMT know how fleeting the experience* can be, so this is the point where it all starts to slip away from me) so i am speaking with the shadows and they seem to know everything... how the pyramids were built, how the heads got to easter island, who shot JFK........ they discuss the answers to these and many more questions in detail with me as they explain that their very important time with me is almost over........... while my kingdom was dissasembling itself atom by atom, i am asking every question that i can and getting every last piece of info about the universe that i may never have the opportunity to ask again...... all questions are answered as the last atom falls from the beach into my hand.......






human me is sober as a judge and holding a VERY small stone which i still have but dont know where it came from, and i gasp for air...

good thing i did that hit by myself....

anyway what i gathered from this experience is that; if i asked the shadows a question, it had an answer, i know that all of this is substance induced... im not a retard... but if i can ask the shadows a question and they have an answer, but they only exist within my mind, then my own mind is capable of answering ANY question i may ever ask it....

ONE FUCKING LOVE

most amazing experience of my life........




*[i used the term experience, singular, because those of you who have used this substance correctly will never need to use it again]



















PLEASE POST YOUR EQUIVALENT LIFE-CHANGING EXPERIENCE...

dont feel bad if it was smaller than this, and if yours puts mine to shame... then gloat about it all you want................... these experiences need to be shared with the world!!~




-n0va 0ne

haha who shot jfk then?! my life changing experience cant really compair to that, but my first mushroom experience taught me to love myself and be confident about where i was going and what im doing, which ultimately lead me to break up with my girlfriend of 5 years because she was psychologically dominating me and keeping me from growing intellectually. tears of joy ran down my face that day; was the closest thing to a holy experience ill ever come to. thank god it did or else ide probably be chillin in a trailer some where with an accident child and a fucked up life. fuck all those people who cant be sensible about using substances to better themselves, thanks for ruining it for everyone else. rant over.

lol... it was more of a theoretical realization than a practical one... plus the answer to that question is of no consequence to me...

really happy to hear that mushrooms could help you out like that! sounds like an amazing day:-]

Im waiting for one of my trip reports to be accepted by erowid i'll repost it here.

LOL at you bringing the stone back from your trip.

I feel everytime i trip im told answers so great..so powerful that i(you) can't take it and force myself(yourself) to forget what just happened everytime.

150wHPS said:

lol... it was more of a theoretical realization than a practical one... plus the answer to that question is of no consequence to me...

really happy to hear that mushrooms could help you out like that! sounds like an amazing day:-]

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Yea this is why and other reasons i enjoy psychedelic drugs,personally i saw death on the bus in the middle of the night ads scared the fuck out of me but the more i look at death the more it turn to be a she and the i realized it was a angel that would set me free if i choice to go with her but i would have to give up all that i loved,which was the scary party it the beginning. never been able to see her again though. The lesson you learn through psychedelic experience are usually so vast,it only will be relearned at death again. But long story short live your life the way you want to not want people want out of you. this is why psychedelic experiences should be given to all as they have such power to heal. i should try some dmt sounds like a good experience

i'm completely with you on that one l333t.

its almost like when you are about to die/meet death;

if youre struggling to hold onto life, it seems like demons are ripping it away from you.
while at the same time, if you are ready and accepting of what is to come, it seems like angels coming to set you free.

While on a heavy acid trip in a frat house bathroom during a kegger, I condensed the sum of my understanding of biology, physics, geology, human nature, astronomy, etc., all things I had known but didn't "link up" properly into what I believed was a perfect understanding of how the universe worked and its inherent perfection.

Then, I realized that the order, structure, and perfection of the universe, not some guy with a white beard, was our idea of "God". The sun rising, a molecule bonding, a star exploding, etc., were all once attributed to God and we as imperfect humans have grossly distorted that into our current idea of God.

I stared at the (shifting and waving) ceiling with a stupid fucking grin on my face because I was happy to finally understand.

Haven't got ahold of that DMT yet but I am looking forward to it. SummerCamp 2010!

having a freakin kid changes every aspect of the game

whitepine said:

Then, I realized that the order, structure, and perfection of the universe, not some guy with a white beard, was our idea of "God". The sun rising, a molecule bonding, a star exploding, etc., were all once attributed to God and we as imperfect humans have grossly distorted that into our current idea of God.

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anyone who has never come to this realization themself will think you are fucking crazy if you try to explain that concept to them... im one of the lucky few.

gloomysmokes707 said:

having a freakin kid changes every aspect of the game

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wow man freakin awesome. ive been doing some thinking along those lines. completely sober in fact. its just crazy to think of what the mind is really capable of. do u still remember the answers the shadows (or urself) gave u?

The answers are immaterial, the fact that there were answers, not.

I haven't had too many mind blowing experiences. I am extremely hard hearded to ALL psychedelics. Phenylethylmines are not as bad as tryptamines for me, at least with phenylethylmines I can take a reasonable dosage and trip, but have yet to have visuals with them. My usual dosage is 40mg orally for 2ce (a phenylethylmine), and around 800-900mg orally for mescaline, but these always turn out to be a psychological trip. Now with tryptamines its not even FAIR. I tried shrooms multiple times, with little to no effect. Ranging from 2-7 grams. I thought, "what is wrong with me", my girlfriend took 2 grams of the same shrooms and I took 7 and felt nothing and yet she had the most intense trip I've ever seen. Very intense visuals for her. So I started thinking.. God dammit, this isn't fair. So I ordered 500mg of 4-aco-dmt (from the most reliable supplier on the net, the purity was very good, as was confirmed by my friend snorting like 7-8mg and tripping balls with intense visuals. I snorted 25mg with no effect. I then perceded a few weeks later to dump in EXCESS of 100mg, on my table, and I snorted it all. (I FUCKING WANTED TO TRIP!!) And so you know, the dose response curve is somewhat deep, so that means that 25mg isn't 1/4 as strong as 100mg. It'd be more like 1/6 as strong. And since 25mg orally is equal to about 3.5g of good quality shrooms, which since I snorted it makes it more potent than orally (not as significant of an increase as snorting Phenylethylmines which makes it 2x as potent, I would guess and say that snorting 4acodmt increases the potency by 1.4x) I would say I probably did equivalent to some where between 21-26g of shrooms. No visuals what so ever. I did have quite a good trip, and was hysterically laughing. I had never felt that good in my life, I felt like everything was going to be okay for the rest of my life, and everything just seemed right. Does this make any sense? I am pretty sure this means my tolerance to ALL tryptamines is that high, which is quite worrying because what am I going to have to do, take 500mg hits of DMT?! I don't think I have that much money, it looks like it's going to be a laborious psychedelic journey for me. Oh well, maybe its for a good reason.

The only psychedelics that tend to work at somewhat normal dosages are ergolines (LSD, LSA, LSH), and actually got minor visuals both times I did it. (3 hits of acid both times)