MDMA experience on my bday

rifk

Active Member
Please bear with me if something doesn't make sense, I don't quite remember the whole experience (I seem to have been gradually remembering parts of it) and I'm pretty high right now :blsmoke: Also, this is kinda TL;DR but oh well I though I'd share (a relevant part of) my experience.

It was my birthday yesterday, so right at midnight me and two close friends lit up a fat J and picked up about .85g of pure (or so we were told) crystalline MDMA from a trusted source...
It was my first time doing MDMA (my friends had tried it before) and I must say the experience was quite amazing, I had honestly never felt that good before in my life.

We mixed the crystals in a liter (or so) of water and drank about 2/3 of it. The onset was sudden but very smooth at the same time. When it started hitting us, around 30 mins later, we were in the car heading to the beach. We were lost in a dark, small road in the middle of the woods, trying to find our way to the beach with the help of my phone's GPS lol. I first started feeling like my legs were really light, then a bit later I could barely feel them and started getting energetic. We looked in the mirror and wow our pupils were fuckin' huge!!
My friend kept driving for another 10 minutes, trying to get us to the beach before he was too impaired lol. I remember him saying "help me man, I'm seeing two lines on that side of the road" and we stopped after around 500m lol. We drank some water, started feeling that lovely empathy and started speaking a lot... My friend got focused and we went on our way to the beach as we were only 5 minutes away! Yes, I know it could have been a bit dangerous but we hadn't seen a single car on that road and we were going really slow, listening to some chilled out music.

We got to the beach at almost 2am (probably 1h after we had taken it) and we were at our peak. We got out of the car and walked around talking to eachother, without a single second of silence. At that time, those two good friends felt like the most important persons in my life (no homo LOL).
At a certain point my friend (the driver) laid down on the floor staring at the sky and asked us to lay down next to him lol. We did and spent a good 20 minutes talking and staring at the stars (the sky was almost clear!). The moon looked quite awesome to all of us, it looked like it had light rays coming from its edges; I think this was more due to out pupils being dilated than an actual hallucination. At this point I remember thinking "wow, this is awesome", as I had never felt that happy and comfortable.
After we got up I started having some mild hallucinations like seeing square-ish patterns in the sky, and some large rocks that were (somewhat) far away looked like people to me! It was amazing because I could look away and look at the same rock 10 minutes later and it would still look like a person lol. Some bigger waves in the sea also looked like boats to me. Amazingly though, I always knew what was real and what wasn't and always felt in control. I completely stopped hallucinating after some time which I cannot say exactly, but I would say two hours or so.
We spent the whole night smoking weed, and drinking the remaining third of our MDMA just walking around, listening to music, talking and well just having fun. It was awesome when we started seeing the first bit of sunlight at 5:30 or so, and saw the actual sunrise a bit later. We were still quite energetic (thanks to the bit of molly we drank throughout the night :P) and kept talking and smoking weed and hash.
At about 8 it started wearing off and we walked towards the beach to get some breakfast...

The hangover wasn't nearly as bad as I have heard from some people or read on the internet. Yesterday I was a bit hungover yeah, but today I'm feeling pretty normal. Maybe I'm just not as sensitive or the MDMA those people took had some shit in it?
Overall, I must say that was the best night I've ever had. Oh and Molly has won a spot in my heart :)
 

MrEDuck

Well-Known Member
Straight MDMA has very little hangover at low to moderate doses. .85g between three people is pretty damn high for a first timer though.
mom glad you enjoyed it. MDMA is a wonderful drug for hanging out with the people you care about. Actually caring about the people around you really ups the empathic lovey dovey feeling.
 
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