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Charfizcool

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Yes, once I started smoking I became more confident. I've still kept that confidence even when I'm not high. It changes your outlook on things also I guess...
 

#1accordfamily

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pot has changed me. i hang out with ppl 10 + years older than i. from what they say im pretty fuckin cool for a young dude.
 

HotNSexyMILF

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When used right, I think marijuana produces a 'forced peace'.

Such an experience will def. change your outlook, and seemingly more so over time.
 

shorty45

Active Member
yeah its like seeing life in a different way like have u ever thought what if being high was like being normal and being normal was like being high
 

BreatheSmoke

New Member
I don't even know if it changed my perspective really.. Most of the time I think that I wouldn't have turned out the way I am if I didn't start smoking, but I started smoking at so young.. How do I know I wouldn't have turned out this way without weed? But I don't think I would have been as philosophical. I never really questioned the deep subjects until I was smoking for a few years.... Speaking of weed's downs, I have had bad experiences on weed. Like anxiety attacks, but that's why I don't smoke all day every day anymore. It's all about that balance.
 

Adamus P.R.I.M.E.

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my life sucks... family hates me... I think my lil brother is gay with his high school baseball coach, I work a dead end job, I haven't gotten laid since my birthday last june... I smoke pot to forget the fact... hence why I haven't stopped smoking pot since i was 16... if i don't smoke pot, i get really depressed about myself and how I could have changed a lot of things, me getting a proper education, and how now I gotta bust my ass just to even think about it... and how i passed up the opportunities... My dad always looks at my with a look of disappointment in his eye... he never says anything... but every time I make eye contact with him... I see it... and he knows it... and I know it...

I honestly don't love myself... and don't see myself making it past 25... I don't want children at all... I hate the thought of them, and an actively perusing a vasectomy, just so i don't have to use rubbers any more... people think I'm bitter for only being 23... but i honestly have no type of direction in my life... and I feel as if i am destined to fail in the long run...

i smoke alot...
 
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Dfunk

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Stop smokin' for awhile man - your an addict like me. I'm 28 & know EXACTLY how your feelin' - I mean exactly! I'll let you in on the details on my situation if you thought yours was bad. My father looks at me the same, I haven't gotten laid in many years, I don't have a job & opportunities aren't looking great. I have no direction either, but I can tell you this. Who said you needed a direction or a purpose or children or anything...Do what you want to each & everyday you only get this experience once. Have no fear because that is the only thing holding you back. I smoke all day every day as well, but that is something I look forward to changing in time because I've realized after all these years I'm just abusing a living thing & also abusing my body. I've been burnin' for around 14 years & it's time I paid my respect to my love ya know. Spend more time thinkin' about winning instead of failing & you'll never lose!
 

Adamus P.R.I.M.E.

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I dunno, the whole "me getting escorted off a military base by the MP's.." plus me getting arrested 2 times... losing my liscense...among a seemingly endless list of stupid shit... I just cant stand being me sometimes...

tried religion... turned me into a self centered atheist,
I have little respect for personal health, or those around me... even in my "inner circle"... I am self admittedly a wreck less soul, and have a hard time imagining me owning my own home... I just can't see it...
 

Dfunk

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Keep your head up! I'm in the same type situation. Have you ever tried looking into just being spiritual instead of religious?
 

Adamus P.R.I.M.E.

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I try to maintian an equilibrium to all my hell raising to all the "good" that I do in the neighbor hood... But I just dont think that I would have turned out the way i did this far in life... I have told my dad that I have no plans for myself after 25... he blew me off... typical...

lately Ive been having crazy thoughts in my head...i dunno...shit that could get me in trouble...even if i said it on here... someone could take it the wrong way...
 
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